don't know what to say any more

[jillsmom]

I'm so tired. I keep moving along, but I am drained. I am still reading everyone's posts, but words have left me. Part of me screams that Jill is still alive, so what am I doing on a board for bereaved parents? Part of me can look at her casket of ashes and still believe she can come back. It's been so hard since her birthday in June. So, I'm still here, and I still need you all, and I will post when I can.
with love, Kay Jill's mom

[Adams Brokenhearted Mama]

Kay, I feel like I so understand what you wrote. What is there to say? Our babies are gone and with them a major portion of us as well.
It is hard and draining. I hope that you will continue to read and post whenever you can, even if it is just to say hello.
XO Paula

[Terry]

(((((JILL)))))

I do understand that feeling of just being totally drained. There was a point early in my grief when I never felt my feet touch the floor, I was just so numb.
 
I hope for you, that you can soon find a 'quiet place', some rest from this pain. I wish I could say/do more but just know I understand and I'm here for you, always.

You have my Love,
Terry

[Terry]

Thinking of you today Jill and sending you my Love...Terry

((((((((((((JILL))))))))))))

[Brenda Taylors Mom]

(((( Kay))))) It's okay not to post and just read or get away from the board for awhile, we are all here for you... we understand.. Love, Brenda
I love Jill's smile....such a pretty girl.

[Terry]

(((((((KAY)))))))

I guess I just had "Jill" on my mind because I just noticed this in both my posts to you.

Love you...Terry

[tsoley]

Just know that I am thinking of you. I pray for comfort and strength for you as well as peace.

[Marianne]

Kay, you are in my thoughts and prayers.  You are not alone.

[MARTHA(CANDI'S AUNT)]

KAY,
 i'll keep you in my thought's & prayers. CANDI was killed may 13,2005. so it's been 4 yrs. & it's so hard..
candi's birthday is aug.31st & she'd be 28 if she was here.. i miss her so much & want her back.. but i know that's not going to happen... i'm thankful for everyone here...

sending you hug's,
martha

[browneyedgirl]

((((Kay))))

So sorry, I see my own mother struggling with my brothers death....I can't imagine.

Take care

[Dena]

(((Kay)))

Hold on tight.  I know that it is so draining. Physically & emotionally. Sometimes the words don't come and we all understand.  You are not alone.

Love,
Dena, Josh's Mom

[nancy/Patricks mom]

i feel just like u at 6 months i still could not believe it it wasnt real i changed his flowers every week now its been  1 1/2 years and i know he is gone but i am numb i just get through the day the best i can i work with the elderly and they have helped me so much  just being with them i have a special place in my mind and heart that is just for patrick and there is not a minuet that goes by that i dont think of him