Dena, I just read your post and got tingles going down my arm. I had a similiar experience of not knowing my son Adam had passed, police, not being allowed to see my son for days, an autopsy without us giving consent....the horrific memories of that time still haunt me. I am so trigger senstive, it is so totally PTSD syndrome. Between Adam, Kate & now even my youngest Josh, I get a phone call or a knock on the door, almost any time of the day I freeze, tense up, always expecting the worst possible news.
My heart goes out to you and yours as you approach your Josh's heavenly angel date. I am sending you positive thoughts, hugs and prayers for your boy.
I don't think that I have ever thanked you for all that you do for us here on the board. I appreciate it very much.
Your Sister-in-Grief,
Paula
XOXO