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It has been 5 years today
« on: June 04, 2009, 06:56:13 AM »
 I havent been to the board in quite a while..when the board changed its forum I had a hard time with it and couldnt seem to figure out how to post Ronnies pictures...I am here today to say hi to all of those who helped me through the first days, weeks, months and years...I dont think I would be here now if not for all of you..And I would also like to say hi to all of the parents that have come here after me and that I am so so sorry that you are here...but you will be able to hold on a little tighter with help from others here...
 One thing that never seems to leave even after that overwhelming grief leaves..is the thought ' I still cant believe you are gone'...I know that you are gone but I cant  believe you are gone..This is one of my fleeting thougths from time to time..and i woke this morning rolled over in bed to look at Ronnies picture and that was my thought...I sat here at my computer and I saw that a candle had been lit at Ronnies website so went to read it, I lit one then had tears for a while...
 I am sending out healing loving thoughts to all of you in hopes that I can help in some small way...

Love Karen
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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #1 on: June 04, 2009, 07:35:04 AM »
Karen,

Thinking of you and Ronnie today and holding you so very close to my heart.

Love ya,
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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #2 on: June 04, 2009, 08:18:10 AM »
Karen,

Please know my thoughts are with you on this sad day.  May Ronnie send you a message.  I too am approaching my 5th year and it still hurts as you well know.

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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #3 on: June 04, 2009, 09:50:55 AM »
My heart goes out to you on the 5th year anniversary milestone. I cannot imagine the shape that I'll be in on that day.

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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #4 on: June 04, 2009, 03:20:36 PM »
My thoughts are with you.
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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #5 on: June 04, 2009, 04:38:11 PM »
Good to hear form you karen. Please know I share your grief on this day and Ronnies 5 yr anniversary.  hugs  LaVonne

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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #6 on: June 04, 2009, 05:32:07 PM »
Glad to see you post.  Yes, I say the same exact thing.  I can't believe... and that is what helps me through the days.  I can't explain it but there are really times that I think that Jason went to a concert.  Thinking of you and your Ronnie at this time. Rebecca Jason's Mom

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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #7 on: June 05, 2009, 02:09:37 AM »
((((Karen & Ronnie)))))

Thinking of you & Ronnie & keeping you close in my thoughts. I hope Ronnie sends you a sign to let you know that he is always near.

Love,
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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #8 on: June 05, 2009, 05:54:40 AM »
Karen,

Thinking of you and your Angel Ronnie.

Hugs,
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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #9 on: June 05, 2009, 08:11:15 PM »
(((( Karen)))) I say the same thing.. I know your gone but I can't believe your gone. It's so confusing. I know how much you miss your darling Ronnie.... nobody can take his place ever. Coming up on the 5 year date for Taylor too, well, in October... what is it about 5 years?? I have been so so so down. Why is 5 years a milestone, I've been trying to figure it out, why I feel so much sadder this year..
Well, Love you Karen
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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #10 on: June 06, 2009, 10:01:12 PM »
Karen,

My heart goes out to you and your Angel, Ronnie.

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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #11 on: June 07, 2009, 09:30:26 AM »
((Karen)) Thinking of you and Ronnie today. Looks like alot of us are apporaching the 5 year mark this month. The reality of this is just so hard to swallow.

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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #12 on: June 09, 2009, 05:55:31 AM »
KAREN - I have missed you my friend - your Ronnie and my nephew Chris have so much in common, love of music and Red Sox and I always remember Ronnie.. I'm so glad you've come back to let us know how you are doing.. and after all these years.. you are on my mind often.

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Re: It has been 5 years today
« Reply #13 on: June 09, 2009, 08:36:43 AM »
(((((((Karen & Ronnie))))))

I hold you close to my heart and am so sorry for your pain that worsens when these dates fall upon us.

I do hope your precious Ronnie let you know he was with you in whatever way he was able.

Sending you My Love and always, Understanding,
Terry