Hi Princess,
I also lost my mother last November, my sister however was in your spot, sitting by my mothers side, taking her to all different doctors. I'm so sorry for your loss, so sorry your in so much pain, but you need to be there for your beautiful children, they need you now. Maybe the love that they have for you can help you through this if you would just give it a chance. Just try to take it day by day and try to talk with your husband and let him know how you feel? I hope you can find peace in all this, I'm sure your mother loved you wilth all her heart and wouldnt want to see you huting like this. My heart goes out to you.
Georgia.