Dear aammrs;
So sorry for the loss and to be going through this for so long; I lost Jim 4 months ago tomorrow; we were to be married this year; both married before and didn't think there was anyone else left. It must be very scarry at your young age, but agree with georgia, don't think it matters how old you are, losing your Love is devastating no matter what. Jim and I lost our future we thought would just be starting. Try and find someone to talk to, who will let you talk as much as you need to, or a grief group. (((Hugs))) Come back and post, it helps, we listen!
Jap Jr's - Kay