Please, I pray that ashley may find peace too. That she can come to see through the darkness and horrible awful tragic senseless death of her baby Jamie that she can realize that she will be always Jamie's mother. Death cannot take away the fact that Jamie is a baby so loved, and that Ashley an amazing mother. Ashley, I hope you come here and read this. I hope that you can find despite the grotesque pain, that your Jamie was a blessing and had a purpose. Now you will find that purpose. You can do it.