flamingo fred:
Feeling the same as you have posted today. Just going through the motions and trudging through each day and night; not look forward to the sun coming up and trudging all over again. I am just past 4 months and feel like such an empty shell of a person.
I, too, keep praying and the Lord for guidance every day and asking for help, "what do You want me to do now"?
I'll feel okay one day and the next I don't see any reason to go on. But I am here still after 4 months and so are you after 8 and we have to go on. Hoping to enjoy those rays of sunshine again someday.
Hugs,
Carrie