Dear Tinka,
I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my mother this past November from Colon cancer, it was very quick and right after I lost my husband, so it was a hard year. Your not alone in this journey, we are all here to help, welcome to the site.
Hippiegirl,
I'm also very sorry for your loss and that you feel so alone. noone should ever have to feel that way. There are alot of caring and supportive people on this site, so just come here when you feel that when and the lonliness will go away. Prayers to you, welcome to the site.
Georgia.