I too keep asking myself why? I keep asking, what could I have done different? I keep blaming myself.....you know, the 'what if I would have done this, or that'....
Another thing that troubles me is, he cheated death so many time!!
When he was younger, he was an auto accident, and was dead for two minutes. The paramedic brought him back to life. Another tip he flipped the car while racing at Grundy County.
The most breath taking was when the throttle got stuck in the car, and he climbed the wall, rode on the wall, hit the score board and went over the wall.
He was protected and given so many chances by the 'powers above'. I don't want to push my beliefs on anyone, so that is why I say powers above. Hopefully I don't offend anyone by speaking in general terms. Sorry if I did...
Here is him going over the wall that day