Hello Jaimee - I am so so sorry to hear of your husband Gary's death, you have a traumatic time ahead of you with the viewing of his body - I truly hope you have lots of loving support around you. This is a fabulous site, so many people struggling to come to terms with the loss of their husband/wife/partner/etc - but what a wonderful place for people to come for comfort , without judgement.
I am only new here, and found this site by chance - as I have been asked to speak at a seminar on 'dealing with grief' and was searching the internet and stumbled across this site, I started to read some of the postings and it just bought back so many sad memories, I relate so well to the emotions many are currently experiencing. I just wish I had the time to be more available, work comitments are limiting my time here - how I would love to help you all in some way!
It has been many years for me since my husband died so hopefully I can offer you, along with everyone else support and encouragement in letting you know that you do survive this, it is difficult, but you grow and you will be amazed at your own strength.
In the meantime, you have a great loss with much trauma and a lot to cope with at home with your children. This is a loving, understanding place to come to where you will always receive support. Prayers are with you, at this really difficult time. So sorry your birthday was such a tragic event.
Omanilady