How strange life is...it seems like 4 months has flown by and it happened just yesterday, and at the same time it feels like it's been a lifetime since I saw my Mom, heard her voice, laughed with her, shared things. My daughter will be three months old on Wednesday. Wow. THAT part I cannot believe. I still had a huge tummy when I saw my mom last. She gave me money to finish the baby room, and never got to see it. And then my daughter, born on her birthday...some days I just cannot get over it. I try to focus on other things, try not to think, but it's hard, and she is never out of my mind for more than a few minutes at a time.
She was such a part of my life, I was such a part of hers, that I see her everywhere, in everything, I hear our conversations in my head, I remember her in the smallest things, which all helps towards making me feel like I could just happily go insane.
I miss her so much.
Thanks for listening.
xxTammy
Topic: 4 Months Today (Read 2694 times)
