Hello Sher, Welcome!!
I am glad you came to post at this site
it is the place you need to be. I too am a Survivor, I had a troubled childhood such as yours. It took me many years to come to terms with all the abuse and trauma. That little girl in me used to cried all the time about the horrors that happen.
Part of my healing came about talking about what happened to me, first to my husband, then my sister and finally to myMother. It was like a mountain was lifted from my shoulders .
I went to see the movie "Antroine Fisher, "Who will Cry for the little boy... the poem, was me !!!!
if you have not seen the movie please go rent it it is quite theraputic.
So again Welcome, you are in the right place. Come back and post we are here.
Sweetpea,
the other survivor