I absolutely agree with you Paula, and that belief is what has kept me going for the past 11 months and 13 days. I believe that he is around me any time I need him, and that (as much as it sucks for me) he was here as long as he was supposed to be, had learned the lessons he was to learn while here and had completed what he was here to do. It doesn't make the agony of losing him any less, but it is somewhat easier to bear knowing that I will be with him again when I have learned my lessons and have done what my soul set out to do when it got here... "learning my lessons" has never been much of a strength for me though...
And Kyme, if the need to know that Jeffrey is ok is tearing you up so badly, you might want to look into seeing a psychic medium if it is not strictly against your religious beliefs. Do your homework and make sure you see someone reputable because I don't want to see you 'scammed' (I think several women here have seen mediums and may be able to suggest someone in your area - I am in Canada, so I wouldn't be of much help with that). I know I feel better just having had someone validate what I was "feeling", "smelling", "sensing" and "hearing", and hearing someone confirm to me that he is ok. He is not happy because he wished he hadn't had to hurt me, but he is content where he is. I also am pretty sure - from a "dream" I had - that he is busy where he is, helping others (I won't write the details of the dream cause I don't want you all to think I've lost some marbles or am just wishful thinking). Makes sense, it's what he tried to do all of his life here.
Anyway, hope this has helped, even just a little.
Love and hugs,
Johanna, Micheal's mom
