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Annette

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Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« on: May 14, 2008, 07:17:45 PM »
Today is the first anniversary of my son, Michael's passing. He would have been 25 years old. I am wrecked....  I just want to tell everybody out there about him, everywhere I go, yet I don't. I want the world to stop and remember him. It doesn't work that way. His death was the most defining moment of my life. There was my life before that day, and my life since. Before he died, I would've said that the most defining moment of my life was his birth, but now his death overshadows that. I still do have so many blessings in my life, including my other son, Trevor, and my significant other, John.

Some of Michael's friends are having a memorial ride tonight to the crash site. They had invited me and I wanted to go.. until I got up this morning and realized I just couldn't deal with it -- still too painful and too raw. I'm glad this forum is here so I could post.

Annette
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12-13-82 - 5-14-07

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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #1 on: May 15, 2008, 05:52:37 AM »
Annette - Thinking of you at Michael's first angel date.. so impossible that he has been gone one whole year.. so wrong.. so sad.. you can only do what you can do, take it one step at a time.. so nice of Michael's friends to have a memorial ride.. it's ok that you couldn't go.. it is just too much.. take care of you..

Know that I"m thinking of you, Trevor, John and your handsome Michael as you go through this very hard date..

luv and hugs, Karen
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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #2 on: May 15, 2008, 06:14:13 AM »
Dear Annette,

I am thinking of you today and sending you love and support. 

You are loved!
Marianne (Alek's Mom Forever)

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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #3 on: May 15, 2008, 08:17:08 AM »
Annette please know I am thinking of you on Michael's first Angel Date.  These days are so hard.  May you make it thru it as easy as possible.  My thoughts are with you.\

Don
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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #4 on: May 15, 2008, 12:17:49 PM »
Annette,

I know how hard angel dates are and I hope you could feel Michael's love surrounding and trying to lift you through the day.

We just wake each morning and do what we can when we can. 

Thinking of you and saying MICHAEL outloud.

Jeanne
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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #5 on: May 15, 2008, 04:06:36 PM »
Sending strength and peace...knowing how hard these days are.

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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #6 on: May 15, 2008, 05:26:03 PM »
((((((((Annette & Michael)))))))))

Thinking of you both and keeping you close in my heart.  Their first Angel Day is very hard to get through, but keep those loving memories close. They will help carry you.

Love,
Dena, Josh's Mom

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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #7 on: May 16, 2008, 06:05:07 AM »
Thinking  of you and Michael.  My heart hurts for you and with you,,,,,,,,,
Hoping you feel Michael close by always.

love,
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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #8 on: May 16, 2008, 09:33:13 PM »
Thank you everyone for the kind words, thoughts, and prayers. I feel I've been unraveling this week. I'm back on Xanax and having panic attacks. I thought that once the angel date passed I'd be fine. I'm not fine. I'm a wreck and a basket case.

I'm thankful I have this board to go to for support. You all understand. Thank you.
Michael's Mom
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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #9 on: May 17, 2008, 05:13:22 PM »
I am sorry I am late on Michael's Angel Day, thinking of you both.

Love
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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #10 on: May 23, 2008, 04:01:27 PM »
Annette, sending you strength on Michael's angel date and after as I am late.... these days and months are so so very hard...

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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #11 on: May 23, 2008, 08:34:32 PM »
Annette,
sorry that this is late, but i want to send you a big (((((HUG))))) and to tell you that i am thinking of you and Micheal on this day and everyday.... I know how hard this time is..... wishing you strenght and love..
keeping you in my thoughts and prayers....

virgie

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Re: Michael's Angel Day -- May 14th
« Reply #12 on: May 25, 2008, 09:35:51 AM »
My heart is with you.
If you and I could meet, I would give you a great big hug and cry with you.

Love,
Cathy