Hello Mak, I am sorry for your loss, I know a little something about suffering loss of love ones. In just a short span of 6 months I have lost a brother, an Aunt, Uncle, and my Mother in law who was really like a Mother to me, she just recently passed away January the 5th.
To all of the turmoil, and disruption in your life ,with your husband and your so called friends, who are simply that!!! when people show you who they are believe them!!! they are who they are.... so now you know perfectly well how to deal with them!! Don't.
Your main concerns right now are your family , yourself, and your TRUE FRIENDS. Just deal with life one day at a time, and take all the time you need, if writing things to your husband helps, by all means keep doing so.
Keep comming to this site to talk with me and others, believe me it helps to talk with people who know how it feels. As Far as the business side of things this too will work it's self out.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take... but by the moments that take our breaths away.... Sweetpea