I wish I could afford a scooter! I'd look pretty funny though....30yr old riding around on a motorized scooter. I am a full time pediatric nurse in a physicians office.The doc says I can go back to work when I feel up to it, but I have to sit down and keep my foot up. Which means I will be put at a desk, away from what I love doing...seeing those smiling and or screaming kids. They are my life, I love my job. Very few people get to say that, and I feel very fortunate. This sucks, at day four, I am already feeling depressed and worthless. I can't help out at home, my hubby and kids have to do it all. I hate to ask for help. I hate to see them do it all. I know it must be frustating for them as well. I used to be one of those super moms. I had everyone where they needed to be, picked up when they needed, cooked, cleaned.....well I'm sure you get the picture. And while everyone else is telling me to enjoy the relaxation......I feel terrible about it. I feel so sad. I told my husband I wanted to go back to work on Monday, and he told me, not to even think about it, to get that idea out of my head. I need to stay home and heal. I understand what he is trying to say, but I feel miserable. He works second shift, so I spend the majority of the day with myself and the 3 kids. I need to get back in the routine of things, and I think I would feel better. I don't know, just feeling very lonely right now.