Hi Rebecca,
3 am is just as good a time to write as any, yes? I know it's harder with your recent injury, but better than the torture of sleeplessness in grief. For me, anyway.
I had an injury 7 weeks after Owen passed away, and it made everything that much worse. Nothing broken, just bruised and scraped from a fall. It really did seem to make missing Owen even worse, as every time I moved, I hurt both physically and emotionally. I know this is bringing your loss of Jason even more to the surface, and I'm so sorry for you and your family.
I hope you sleep tonight.
Love,
Linda
Owen's mom