Here is a poem I wrote my sister, I wanted to share. My Sister
My heart is broken, I cant stop crying,
I miss you so much, Inside I’m dying.
I sit at your grave, I wish I died too.
How can I move on? I wish I knew.
I miss your laugh and your gangster talk,
The way you smiled, the way you walked.
You were so special, You’d light up the room,
Like a beautiful flower always in bloom.
I know you stayed sad, Always on the run,
Looking for a party or the next bit of fun.
Like a souring bird with no where to rest,
Searching and searching for your own little nest.
I’m so sorry you felt so alone,
All the answers, I wish I’d known.
The friendship and secrets we never shared,
Just deepens my sorrow and my dispair.
I cant do it over, It’s just to late,
No second chances, That’s what I hate!
So many things I should have said,
So many I’m sorry’s in my head.
Truth and time always tell,
With you my sweet sister, I have failed.
Drugs and men, the great escape,
Down a spiral to meet your fate.
You hid from it all, to no avail,
A chosen destiny, certain to fail.
I cradled your daughter and stroked her hair,
She looked just like you, It’s just not fair!
I know you both are finally at peace,
You got what you needed, to be released.
I will always keep your memory alive,
Your son will know you and never be deprived.
I wish we could talk, just one last time,
I’m having dreams about you, are they a sign?
I wish I knew what you were trying to say,
Maybe I’ll understand, some time, some day.
I will just keep trying to figuire it out,
Just know I loved you without a doubt.
The thin thread that held us togather,
Has finally broken and gone forever.
Sisters now, sisters then,
Friends forever till we meet again.