While I don't remember Christian's birthdays specifically - as we probably weren't there - I do remember how much he loved us all being together and how much he loved cake !!!!
I remember the day he was born - how fearful we were - and then how happy we were when he finally came home. He was such a cute toddler - and he and Mac were just so funny together. And his two big brothers always protecting him. Christian was a wonderful son, nephew, brother, cousin, grandchild. His gentle way, his adorable little grin, his quiet sense of humor and that infectious giggle.
I have to comfort myself believing that he is running with the angels - but how I miss him here on earth.
And how much I love you my dear little sister, and how I pray every day that you find some moments of peace in all the pain, and how I hope you know that I would do anything for you and that I ache right next to you and hug you in my heart every minute of every day.