Barb: Even though I haven't lost a child, I have lost many loved ones. And what you wrote ministered to my heart so very much. I wanted to say how sorry I am for the loss of both your sons. How much can a heart take? Thank you for giving all of us who grieve, hope and inspiration to continue on. May God bless you and comfort you through these painful, incredibly difficult times. Hugs-Lonnie from the Main Board