Today It Hurt...POEM

[John-Danielle Marie's Daddy]

Today It Hurt…

Today it hurt like yesterday... tomorrow will be the same
Only the day and date will change... the rest will all remain
When someone asks me how I am... or what it is I do?
The answers to those questions are... I wish I were with you
There is no way to explain this pain... or how it is I feel
I try to get up every day... and somehow try to deal
Although it seems as if I'm fine ...I've learned how to just hide
I place a mask upon my face... and keep it deep inside
I cry when no one is around... can't face what they might say
I have heard so many hurtful words... I have felt so very betrayed
They think time heals everything...but that just is not true
I know I will not heal...being left here without you
Each morning when I wake up...the sorrow is still here
I wish this was some big mistake... that I have lived for years
All I have are pictures ... and my many memories
That often are so painful...that never will be eased
I long to have you back with me...but know it won't come true
I will never have that life again...that life with me and you

Wishing You All Continuous Comfort & Peace,
John-Danielle Marie’s Daddy
1/4/95-2/20/06 (head trauma-motor vehicle accident)
http://danielle-marie-plourde.memory-of.com/
In Loving Memory Of Danielle-Marie
“Her friendship was an inspiration, her love a blessing”

[tanyasmom]

What a beautiful poem. And what a beautiful daughter. I'm sitting at work and can't help myself but come to this site. Someone just saw the picture of Danielle Marie and said how cute she .   John I know how you feel and long for the days I spent with Tan even if it was arguing and telling her  to leave her sisters alone.  This wasn't exactly what I meant when I told her to leave them alone.

[marie]

JOHN The poem is just howI feel still after the first angel date of Patrick and worse I have been crying everyday and will keep your poem in my wallet.It really hurts and you said it all. HUGS MARIE

[Karen Paul]

John your poem is beautiful and so so sad.. it brings tears to my eyes and heart to think of all that life could have / should have been with Danielle Marie by your side...

much love and many many hugs, Karen