Jillssister,
I feel for you. Your loss is so recent, and I truely understand what you are feeling. I have always been the Helper, the strong one. Now , I just don't know how to ask and recieve the help. Its been 8 yrs for me, and i still just seem to muddle through.....putting on the mask. Not that its the right way to be, but that is all I know. Just wanted to let you know, I understand, as I am sure most of us do here, and to be kind with yourself. Maybe just coming here and sharing will help. We all listen well. Come and share more about your sister when you feel comfortable. Take Care
Middle sis