Seeing my son, Jason's name on a monument stone, knowing what the wording would be, hearing the Rabbi speak of him made me cry, not the same kind of screaming cry as at the funeral but a more calm, just tears flowing down and down, large ones, kept on coming. I did hear a few strange sounds coming from me but I let it all just come. The stone and all the writing is beautiful and his friends said he would have approved. I still can't help saying, why does he have to approve. Why is he not here with us? But I am not alone, you all feel the same way and maybe, as the years go by and by, there will come a stronger peace. Right now, the pain just hurts and hurts. I got a email that another of his friends just had a baby. He should be having them. Well, enough of this. Thank you all for your concern and caring as we, my family and I went through this tribute.
Rebecca Jason's Mom