Lori,
It is so very hard. How I asked myself the same question, "how do I live without Philip?" After 3.5 years I still don't have an answer, I just do. It is baby steps and remembering to breath with each one. The missing doesn't go away, it just gets softer, the memories will eventually bring more smiles than tears. How long that will be is different for each one of us. Until that tiime comes, post often and know there are people here that DO understand and are walking with you.
Love,
Jeanne