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Messages - Brenda Taylors Mom

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Child Loss / Re: Sean's Angel Day ((((( Penny )))))
« on: December 28, 2010, 07:52:58 PM »
((( Penny))))
Also thinking of you and your sweet boy Sean.... Does it ever get easier ?? Ever??
Love you always

Child Loss / Re: Sara's Angel Date ((((( Sue )))))
« on: December 28, 2010, 07:51:06 PM »
((((( Sue))))))) Sara is so beautiful.... Sending you hugs ; even thought late ( and I'm sorry ) Love always. 

Child Loss / Re: Ben's Angel Date
« on: December 28, 2010, 07:49:11 PM »
((((((((Penny)))))))))))))))) SAYING BEN OUT LOUD RIGHT NOW... AND I KNOW HE HEARS .... GODSPEED LITTLE MAN... Love you... Bren

Child Loss / Re: First Grandchild
« on: December 28, 2010, 10:51:06 AM »
Grandchildren bring hope, and lots of unconditional love. Congrats Rebecca.
Thinking maybe Jason picked her out. Precious innocent babies ahhhh :)  Hugs... Brenda

Child Loss / Re: Worldwide Candle Lighting December 12th
« on: December 18, 2010, 04:26:17 PM »
(((((((((((((Terry)))))))))))))))))))) I love you too!!  love, Bren ,and of course :) my baby doll Taylor .

Child Loss / Re: Worldwide Candle Lighting December 12th
« on: December 15, 2010, 08:04:34 PM »
Oh Terry and Wendy; you answered a lot of heaviness I have been feeling and wondering. I lit candles for Taylor Caleb and every one of our precious loved 4ever children. The lights of our candles had to have shown up to the heavens. I just feel it. My grandaughter Tristin who is ten was here with me that night spending the night. She was moved to tears when I told her about our kids.  She has a very special heart for those that are sad; I believe it's called an old soul, as Annie told me. I love you all and feel so close to each of you and every one of our kids , they love us, still, even more now, maybe because they are free ; I dont' know... I just feel it. Christmas has brought about more sadness in this 6th year almost to the point of being frozen in time, words, thoughts and especially actions. I got a tree up this year ( I have April my daughter, Tris 10 and Ems 4) so I believe they deserve all of me (what's left) always and especially holidays. I feel like an empty shell right now, but so full of love that wants and needs to get out. Well, Tris wrote a paper to Taylor and Dan for me and Annie; its really so beautiful from her little old soul heart <3 Id love to share it sometime.  I will try my best (which isn't always so good) to get on more and help others and help myself by being with the only people in the world that "get it". For now... Love you all... Bren

Child Loss / Re: The tale of Annies dog bite
« on: November 27, 2010, 09:31:20 PM »
(((( Annie)))))) I'm glad it's healing some since we talked on the phone sweety, you keep taking care of yourself, and let Brian bring you all the ice cream you want <3  Love love love ya... BREN   

SAYING DAN DAN DAN DAN LOL  ............................ I KNOW THEY HEAR ME ANNIE :))

Child Loss / Re: Dear Dan
« on: November 09, 2010, 12:15:13 PM »
(((( Annie))))) Tears falling here as I write this.... the rock in the pocket , talking to his clothes, it's all we have left and the memories, oh thank God for those memories. Even the fun memories hurt so bad because there will never be more of them. I just love you Annie. 6 years and I still cry over something about Tay every day. Love you sweety, Brenda

Child Loss / Re: To my very dear friend Brenda
« on: October 12, 2010, 11:13:35 AM »
Sandy ahhhhh thank you :) :) :)

Child Loss / Re: To my very dear friend Brenda
« on: October 11, 2010, 08:36:17 AM »
ahh thank you Sandy. John is very special, we have had our ups and downs of course but he has stuck with me and stood by me through everything for 3 years. At times when I couldn't even stand to be around myelf, he loved me through i all. He never got the honor to  know my son, but he sure knows all about him now :) He's a great listener and although I thought I'd keep up a wall to love (except a small few) I do love again and it's good, Taylor would be happy for me, I know that. When we were at the bridal shop, something unexpected caught his eye and later that day he gave i to me; he was going to wait till our wedding day but said he thought I needed it now, it's little angel wings in memory of Taylor that I will proudly wear on my wedding gown, there is nothing he could have gotten me that would have meant more than those little wings, symbolic of my handsome some walking down the aisle with me . John said it was the only pin there like it and he knew Taylor was saying " that's for mom, and I approve of you marrying my mom" :) Truely touched my heart deeply.
Love to you

Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday Daniel Joseph ((( Annie )))
« on: October 08, 2010, 03:34:47 PM »
(((( Annie))))))
I hope you do send your mom a sign she can't miss, she is such a wonderful woman, I know you had to be a wonderful son... what more could a mom ask for; other than having that wonderful son right by her side.
I can't even begin to write anything that can even compare what you wrote for me for Taylor. All I know is I will light Tay's candle today for Dan and for you my sweet sweet friend. What you wrote touched me in a very deep deep part of my heart.
(still not thinking really straight from Taylor's angel date yesterday, but you have been on my mind all day)

Child Loss / Re: Remembering Taylor (((( Bren ))))
« on: October 08, 2010, 12:42:23 AM »
Wendy, no it shouldn't be :(

Child Loss / Re: Remembering Taylor (((( Bren ))))
« on: October 07, 2010, 02:12:34 PM »
Sweet LaVonne, I hope I get a huge sign too, sure would lift my spirits.  Love, Bren

Child Loss / Re: Remembering Taylor (((( Bren ))))
« on: October 07, 2010, 10:18:10 AM »
Don , Taylor and Donnie have always reminded me of each other,,, oh how much fun , miss it so bad. Thank you for remembering us.
Love to you and Bonnie ; and Donnie and Taylor are smiling on us right now !

Child Loss / Re: Remembering Taylor (((( Bren ))))
« on: October 07, 2010, 08:05:59 AM »
((((Terry)))))))))  Lot of tears here :(    Thank you all for the love it means the world

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