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Child Loss / Re: Thoughts of Caleb today ( Brenda)
« on: April 10, 2011, 03:43:53 PM »
((((Terry LaVonne Paula))))))))))) Thank you so very much, I will pass your thoughts onto Rhonda. Taylor and Caleb were the best of friends... never once had a disagreement, hard to believe with kids, but it's true.. they were true friends... still are. Caleb was like another son to me... I love you Caleb.... I love you Taylor

Child Loss / Re: My 17 year-old son died in accident hours ago.
« on: April 04, 2011, 06:08:04 PM »
Gary, my heart just goes out to you and your wife. There is no greater loss... none. Thank you for posting a picture of Joe, your handsome son. My son Taylor was 14 when he and his best friend were hit by a car and killed. Keep coming back as much as you feel you can. There will be so many ups and downs.... sad to say ... mostly downs for quite awhile. Taylor has been gone 6 yrs and I still cry for him everyday. The missing yearning.... the love doesn't stop. You have friends here, we'll walk through it with you.

Child Loss / Re: My sister
« on: March 24, 2011, 01:57:28 PM »
(((( Pat, Tina, Sarah)))))) Thank you for your words of sympathy. I think the shock is wearing off and reality is setting in. Love you all. Brenda

Child Loss / Re: (((Terry))) Jeff's Birthday
« on: March 20, 2011, 02:16:36 PM »
Terry, Bless you <3 I know I can tell you anything or message you anything and you don't judge me or anyone on here. that's a rare wonderful quality you have. Jeff Is proud of you Terry. And I am too... Thank you for thinking of Taylor Caleb Rhonda Joyce and me.. I will let Rhonda know ... bless your heart sweety. Love to you. Brenda

Child Loss / Re: My sister
« on: March 20, 2011, 02:10:57 PM »
bless you Nancy... <3

Child Loss / Re: (((Terry))) Jeff's Birthday
« on: March 19, 2011, 05:56:39 PM »
Oh Terry, I'm so so sorry I missed Jeff's birthday and so many others loved children here on the board. I love it that you were surrounded by loved ones and that you share stories; that would just be so wonderful. Even when on Taylor's birthday his friends come we do balloons etc etc... nobody talks about Taylor... it's just so strange... i don't get it. I have a HUGE lump in my throat just thinking about it. Enough about me. HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY JEFF, YOUR MAMA SURE DOES LOVE YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH..... LOVE TO YOU TERRY, YOU are a very very special one of a kind woman. Brenda

Child Loss / Re: My sister
« on: March 19, 2011, 05:53:21 PM »
((((( Terry and Paula)))))))))) Thank you both so much. Taylor's 21st birthday is coming up in April too, so double double sad :(   I am either crying or on the verge of tears all the time now.... I wish all of us here could just be immune to any more sorrow since our children died. .. but I guess life doesn't work that way huh.... Bless you all for thinking of me and Joyce and Taylor ..... Love to you. Brenda

Child Loss / Re: New,,, Please Help Me
« on: March 19, 2011, 12:26:34 AM »
(((((((((Angela))))))))) You are not alone. There are so very many that know that pain/ anger/ pit of hell sadness. I want to tell you I'm so so deeply sorry for your little Garrett. Your little treasure. Your tater tot ( My son is Taylor and we called him tater and tater tot) Scream, cry, get a ball bat and hit pillows on your bed and say,no yell everything you feel. That's what I did and still do. My son Taylor was fourteen when he and his best friend Caleb were hit by a car while bike riding six years ago. Life is cruel to have such love and for it to be taken, the love isn't gone but the precious child you ache to hold, hear, hug and raise to be a man is gone. I'm so sorry sweety, I wish I could hug you. Please believe you and Garrett are loved and honored here. Love to you precious mother, Brenda

Child Loss / Re: Death Anniversary
« on: March 19, 2011, 12:19:32 AM »
Andrews mom.... not wrong... not nuts.... a very very sad mom,,, unimaginable sadness unless one has felt it themselves. Thank you for joining in this safe group here, even though I'm so sad as to why you are here. We all are. I sincerely hope you have someone who can just hug you and let the tears come as they need to come out.. they have to come out. You have lost the most precious gift a parent can ever have,, your child. Half of you is here, the other half gone; out of sight , silenced, no more of his eyes to look into with the love of a mother. My heart breaks for you, you are so new to this. My son Taylor was 14 when a car hit him and his very best friend Caleb , also 14, 6 years ago. Life will never be the same without him, ever. I never thought I'd say this but I have found joy again. I love the sunny days and flowers my grand girls my daughter ( always did) but grief totally blinds you to all the goodness around you. I don't come here as much as I used to, but I am going to try my best to start helping those in need; just as I have found help and love , acceptance and understanding here, and I still do. I so wish I could just hold you and let your tears fall on my shoulder. It's so very important to have at least one person to let you cry; to cry with you; to hold you and let you let it out whenever needed, which is a lot , I know. Know you are loved and cared for here. So is your son. Love to you. Brenda

« on: March 19, 2011, 12:08:07 AM »
Shelly, I'm so terribly sorry about your friend. I pray this family feels the comforting arms of Jesus around them and that they draw so very close together through this time of great sorrow. Love to you. Brenda

Child Loss / Re: My sister
« on: March 18, 2011, 10:57:31 PM »
Thank you Lavonne and browneyedgirl.   :tearyeyed:

Child Loss / My sister
« on: March 17, 2011, 03:18:54 PM »
My sister Joyce died last week. Her funeral was Friday. I'm beyond sad. I am the youngest of ten children, she was right next to me in age, two years apart.

Child Loss / Re: Wishing you all Peace and so much Love!
« on: December 28, 2010, 08:03:31 PM »
Thank you Terry. Love the memories; the memories make me smile and they hurt my heart so bad , all at the same time ... just wishing us all some semblence of peace also.
SarahW, Oh how I wish I could hug you and tell you it will all be okay. Well, it won't, ever... but as those further along say, the pain will soften. It has somewhat for me, my son Taylor was 14 when he was killed , hit by a car oct 7th 2004... life will never be the same.. Try not to wear the mask too long, you have to be yourself or it will turn inwards and live a tortured life. Hold on real tight to the joyful moments, and cry , sob , scream, whatever you need to do to get that horrible pain out.. 6 years and I miss Taylor more than ever. I haven't posted much lately, but this place has been my lifesaver, my saving grace. Come back and let us know about your precious daughter ; when you can. This is a safe place to rest your head, heart, your words..
Sending you my love.

Child Loss / Re: Sarah's Angel Date ((((( Jamie )))))
« on: December 28, 2010, 07:56:24 PM »
SAYING SARAH OUT LOUD; and know that she hears.
Love always

Child Loss / Re: Joyous times for our family
« on: December 28, 2010, 07:55:10 PM »
(((( Paula)))) Oh, I'm pleased as punch for you and your family too :)    I always think that about Tay too; as I know we all do. The wonderful uncle to Tristin and Emily , little Taylor's running around gramma's house :(   We all know all to well, it's just not the way it should be and never will be.
Love always

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