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Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Taylor! ((((( Brenda )))))
« on: April 28, 2012, 11:59:36 AM »
I want to add.. he still is a special spirit 
A bond that can not be broken. ever
A bond that can not be broken. ever
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Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Taylor! ((((( Brenda )))))
« on: April 24, 2012, 12:36:45 PM »
Thank you Terry and browneyedgirl..... I really do have the most beautiful memories of my baby doll. He was such a special spirit <3
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Child Loss / Re: I have good news!
« on: April 05, 2012, 10:17:19 AM »
Oh Annie, I haven't been on here for a long time and didn't know. I'm so so so happy you went to another dr. and the good news !!!!!!!!! Love you.... Brenda
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Child Loss / Re: Child Loss - board info
« on: April 05, 2012, 10:13:44 AM »
Sorry to say I don't come here very often anymore. The first several years, it was life saving. I don't have a problem with the private message board just to some of the members. Everyone has their reasons. I am on facebook and have some of the people here on there and it works good. I quit coming because it seemed like Terry ( bless your heart) was the only one answering or replying to anything I wrote, and it looked like that way for many many of us. I don't know,,, it's ok by me.. sounds fine. I usually come here on Taylors angel date and his birthday which is this month... Thank you Terry.
Brenda
Brenda
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Child Loss / Re: Taylor
« on: October 07, 2011, 08:05:28 PM »
Thank you all and Terry ; having your workers say Taylor ..... I just love that <3
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Child Loss / Taylor
« on: October 06, 2011, 09:17:04 PM »
Thank you Terry for the beautiful post of all our children's angel and birth dates. I just find myself sighing heavily this time of year. I think only us parents know that everyday the pain lurks but on our children's birthday and angel day our hearts are heavy and our mind in a fog of memories. Tomorrow we will send up balloons and Saturday we are having a tree planted in the park in memory of Taylor. It's called project 52 and they bring a red maple and do the whole ceremony, really nice of them, and glad I don't have to feel like I have to plan something. Too weary.
Taylor, I love you, you are my heart. I miss you a lot, 7 years , too long for you to still be gone. There are things I can't put into words that my heart feels for you. How very different life would be if you were here. We would be complete. Someday buddy, Ill be there ... I promise.. till then...
Mom
I love all of our children
Taylor, I love you, you are my heart. I miss you a lot, 7 years , too long for you to still be gone. There are things I can't put into words that my heart feels for you. How very different life would be if you were here. We would be complete. Someday buddy, Ill be there ... I promise.. till then...
Mom
I love all of our children
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Child Loss / Re: info
« on: June 18, 2011, 09:49:59 PM »
I'm so sorry. I have had to get away from the board off and on. I should be here for others, but sometimes the pain is too heaven. I love you all. Brenda
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Child Loss / Re: So Sorry For Offending Some
« on: June 18, 2011, 09:41:14 PM »
Don, please stay. We have all at one time or another said something that was NOT meant to hurt someone, just speaking freely. I don't come here often but I always know it's here to come to when I can. You have been here as long as I have and I feel I know you and Donny personally. You never meant to hurt anyone, you wouldn't do that.
Love to you and Bonnie
Brenda
Love to you and Bonnie
Brenda
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Child Loss / Re: Heavenly Birthdays and Angelversarys
« on: May 29, 2011, 12:13:05 AM »
I haven't either, but think of all here and of course our children. We will always have a connection through this board, through our children.
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Child Loss / Re: 11 years today...
« on: May 29, 2011, 12:11:51 AM »
(((((Pat)))))) These days never get easier. Not so sure life gets easier either.
Love to you Pat
SAYING JOHN OUT LOUD AND KNOWING HE HEARS <3
Love to you Pat
SAYING JOHN OUT LOUD AND KNOWING HE HEARS <3
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Child Loss / Re: To Taylor on your birthday tomorrow the 23rd
« on: April 24, 2011, 12:44:33 PM »
((((( Paula, Don , Terry)))))) Thank you for remembering my boy on his birthday. We had a cake for him and sent some balloons up. I always think " I wish there was more I could give him" like a present, but .... you all know.. love you all, thank you so much .... Brenda
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Child Loss / Re: My sister
« on: April 22, 2011, 06:11:10 PM »
Thank you everyone . I still can't believe she is gone. And Taylor's birthday is tomorrow... oh spring... I wish I loved you like I used to.
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Child Loss / To Taylor on your birthday tomorrow the 23rd
« on: April 22, 2011, 06:09:52 PM »
Taylor how I wish you were here. My heart sometimes feels like it can't stand the longing and aching anymore, and yet I'm still here. You would have been 21 tomorrow 
So much time has gone by, 6 1/2 yrs now and your as much a part of my life as when you were really here. I ache all over for you... I Love you bigger than the sky; remember I used to say that to you all the time? Now I say it to Tristin and Emily... the world was a better place with you in it. I hope there is a huge celebration for you in heaven. The tears just run down my face as I sit here and ache for you. Send me a sign please buddy. Love forever. Mom
So much time has gone by, 6 1/2 yrs now and your as much a part of my life as when you were really here. I ache all over for you... I Love you bigger than the sky; remember I used to say that to you all the time? Now I say it to Tristin and Emily... the world was a better place with you in it. I hope there is a huge celebration for you in heaven. The tears just run down my face as I sit here and ache for you. Send me a sign please buddy. Love forever. Mom
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Child Loss / Re: Coming up to the 5th heavenly anniversary
« on: April 22, 2011, 06:04:27 PM »
((( Paula))) I remember the 5th year being extra hard. It was , as you said, a reality; like this really is real. Taylor's 21st bday is tomorrow and it's a very very hard one,, I guess aren't they all. Sorry I don't have much to say, just too damn sad. Love Bren
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Child Loss / Re: Confronted Family About Funeral
« on: April 10, 2011, 03:48:59 PM »
I think I'm speechless.. but maybe not.. I can not imagine any reason family would not go to your son's funeral. My heart surely does go out to you; my heart is heavy for you . Your son will always be part of your life. We love you here. Brenda