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Spouse, Partner Loss / Still feel lost
« on: February 26, 2011, 07:00:02 PM »

    This is my first time to post here. I have read many others over the past year. It does help somewhat to know others are feeling lost too.

   I lost my husband of 35 years one and half years ago. It was an accident. I went to work one morning and he was here. I got home just in time for the paramedics to pronounce him dead. I never got to say good-bye. I still think about him all the time and am so depressed. Does it ever let up? I see him everywhere. I go to work and come home. That is my day. I live in an isolated area. Far from a town and my only child lives about 3 hours away. He tries to help, but it not the same. I know losing your father is a hard thing to over come, but I lost my best friend. I miss his face so much and the sound of his voice. I started writing a continuous letter to him. I donít know if that is a good thing to do, but I feel like maybe he knows I write it. And it makes me feel like I am talking to him. It that crazy? I feel like my whole world is gone and I donít see it changing.

   I just want to know when does it stop hurting so much. Will there be a day I can get through without crying?

   Thank you for letting me post here and giving me a place to vent.


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