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Messages - Carol A

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Child Loss / Re: Caydens 1 yr angel day
« on: August 20, 2008, 08:23:18 PM »
Love and prayers your way.
Cayden's beautiful smile will always shine.

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Child Loss / Re: no subject
« on: August 19, 2008, 09:17:17 AM »
You are in my prayers, LaVonne.  Sending healing thoughts your way.

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Child Loss / Re: Vikki's angel date
« on: August 19, 2008, 09:16:04 AM »
Thanks Karen...and my apologies to everyone for TWO Vikki subjects.
Vikki would have said * Boink* to me.

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Child Loss / Vikki
« on: August 18, 2008, 09:02:32 PM »
Vikki's Birthday
8-29-1966

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Child Loss / Re: Vikki's angel date
« on: August 18, 2008, 08:59:21 PM »
Oops.
I was trying to put her name on the Calender but I guess I don't know how.
sorry

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Child Loss / Vikki's angel date
« on: August 18, 2008, 08:58:42 PM »
Vikki Rae
Birthday - August 29,1966

Angel date - June 16, 2003

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Child Loss / Re: Liars
« on: August 18, 2008, 05:01:11 PM »
Melissa,
I certainly can relate to your post.
After Vikki died it took me awhile to see who my real friends are and
who wasn't.  We who have lost children see things so differently now.
We want honestly, trust, loyality. Not that I didn't alway want that but
having lost a child changes us. Things are much deeper for us..at least I think that's it. I don't have time for the BS...if you know what I mean.
We know what's really important now and being a friend you can trust
to love and honor you and your child is most important.  They don't have to
talk about her to me all the time but I want to know they loved her and
that LOVE me still. Enough to be honest with me.
Sorry for your pain.

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Child Loss / Re: I Dreamt Michael Was Alive
« on: August 18, 2008, 04:55:54 PM »
Speaking of dreams.
I dreamed I was walking down a path with a cute little blonde headed
boy by my side. IN my dream I realized I was dreaming so I thought I would
"out smart" all my other dreams about Vikki where I am talking to her and
she doesn't reply.
SO...
I casually asked the little boy * Do you know Vikki ?* He said * Oh yeah, everyone knows Vikki* I said * How is she? Is she happy?* at that
the little boy gave me a disgruntled looked, mumbled something an took off.
I knew ( in my dream) he didn't tell me anything once he knew I was trying
to find out about her.
How strange our dreams are about our lost children.

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Child Loss / Re: ((((Dena & Josh))))
« on: August 07, 2008, 06:44:52 PM »
Dena,
It's been so long since I first came here...and here you were for me and
the rest of us. Thank you.
My heart goes out to you. Sorry I am a day late. I always think of that picture of Josh. It's one of those that are forever in my mind, like he's a
relative. You know what I mean? These pictures stay with me, our children stay with me. I just have to believe they all know each other too.
(((((Dena)))) (((( JOSH!!!!!!)))))

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Child Loss / Re: I Dreamt Michael Was Alive
« on: August 06, 2008, 07:24:48 AM »
My dreams are similar to yours. I am always trying to get to Vikki and
I can't.
I am so sorry for your pain.  I know we would love to dream about them
with us, having fun. I keep praying for a dream like that.

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Child Loss / Re: tattoo
« on: August 06, 2008, 07:21:48 AM »
Looks beautiful.
I have a *V* on my left wrist, the tender underside and yeah..it hurt!
It didn't hurt long tho' eh?
It's a beautiful tattoo.

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Child Loss / Re: One of those wow moments.....
« on: July 28, 2008, 08:29:39 PM »
*********** Dena**************
You are in my thoughts. It's been a very hard time for you and your family.
My prayers are with you. I know next month is a hard month for you.
I bet Josh was smiling when you opened up to your boss. you're strength
amazes me...and has always helped me.

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Child Loss / Re: THE GUILT I FEEL
« on: July 28, 2008, 08:25:58 PM »
Charles, I am so sorry about your son.
I lost my daughter 5 years ago to an overdose. I have suffered with so
much guilt that it began to affect me physically. Although I tried everything
She was a grown woman. It's a very long story and It's late so I wont go into it. You are not alone. There are many of us who feel guilt. I think many parents always think * I could have done this or that and maybe my child would be alive*
None of us has anything to feel guilty about.
I came to believe that whatever happened between me and my daughter in the years before her death were over. IF I did anything wrong...she has forgiven me. I have forgiven her ( I was very angry over her death) Mostly
at her husband but that's another story. I believe our children are trying to
tell us that ALL if peaceful now...to let go of the guilt. To live our lives the best we can, To honor them in some way. As I read once * The Karma of that has passed, all that is left is LOVE* let go.
That helped me, although I still have my moments.
So sorry about your handsome young son. You did the best you could...always know that.


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Child Loss / Re: Some sad news--Dena's new granddaughter.
« on: July 16, 2008, 03:24:33 PM »
Oh Dena...I am so very sorry. I just don't know what to say except my
thoughts are with you. You've had such a hard time. I am so tired of all the suffering. Please know that I still think about you and your sweet family.
I am so sorry about your grand daughter. It just breaks my heart .

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Child Loss / Judy
« on: July 02, 2008, 05:26:25 PM »
Do you know whenever I see your son's picture I can still hear his laugh?
Strange how some things just come at us from these pictures and we
never forget them. I guess it's his smile. Makana Lives!


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