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Spouse, Partner Loss / Poem II.
« on: September 22, 2014, 02:40:40 PM »
Itīs such a lonely darkest night,
you used to hold me warm and tight,
want you closer a little bit,
who could ever thought of it?

In the darkest lonely night
I was having had a light
always shining in my heart,
where is of my being part?

So far away yet along with me,
where could ever heavens be?
waiting for you still to come,
maybe have to stand more some.

So far away but close to me,
who could thought the life can be?
where are you,my only one?
used to be with me,dearest Jan.

Janka

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Child Loss / Re: Where is everyone from?
« on: September 22, 2014, 01:48:18 PM »
Hallo muddeez!

Welcome on the site!Iīm a new member too.I registered here 3 days ago to find my new family understanding what Iīm going through after the sudden loss of my beloved man Jan.Itīs too going to be his anniversary soon,thatīs why the Christmas is the saddest holidays for me anyway.Hope you find a support and comfort here as well as I look for.

Send you the warm greetings from Slovakia!

Janka

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Poem.
« on: September 21, 2014, 11:02:06 PM »
Dear Terry!

Thanks for reading my poem.I go to write my poems on.Itīs my way to express my grief to feel better and closer to my beloved Jan.I know heīs happy reading my words written for him from the bottom of my heart.If you could only know how much it means to me.Iīm happy with all of you here.Thereīs no need to worry about feeling lonely,because Iīve got you.

Thanks a lot!

Janka

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Main / Re: Where is everyone from?
« on: September 21, 2014, 10:15:19 PM »
Hallo ScottW!

Thanks for your answer!Nice to meet you.
Look forward to the post from all of you.
You can read my poem I wrote on the site at the weekend.

Janka

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Main / Re: Where is everyone from?
« on: September 21, 2014, 11:09:08 AM »
Hallo everyone on this site!

I come from Slovakia,living here all my life,exactly in the capital city Bratislava.I registered on this site 3 days ago to share with others knowing what Iīm going through after the loss of my beloved man Jan,hoping to find my new family here.Send to all of you my warm greetings from Slovakia!

Janka

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Poem.
« on: September 20, 2014, 02:42:03 PM »
If I could turn back the time,
hold you in the arms of mine,
took you away from waiting death
until my last loving breath.

If I could turn back the time,
hold you in my arms till I die,
we could stay as one together
in that snowing frosty weather.

If I could turn back the time,
November is the time of prime,
we would be the warmest kissing,
only you I have been missing.

If I could turn back the time,
we are drinking a glass of wine,
every tear could effaced by kiss,
not horrible pain like this.

If I could turn back the time,
we are sitting under the pine,
holding you by seashore tight,
feeling on my face sunlight.

If I could turn back the time,
your every breath is part of mine,
will always love you,my only one,
writing for you,my beloved Jan.

Janka

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: The loss of my beloved man.
« on: September 20, 2014, 01:52:53 PM »
Dear Terry,mousewife and Lisa!

Thanks a lot for your warm and kind messages!I love to express my deepest feelings in the poems Iīve been writing for my beloved Jan by now and Iīll always be for the rest of my life.He always loved to hear it,so I go on to make him happy as it brings me a comfort in my grief.Itīs like a real life-giving sap I canīt live without...like a bridge on the other side I can talk to...a way of going on side by side forever...The living without my beloved Jan is only a miserable existence.I behave like a strong person outside,but I feel a hole inside.I canīt live without my heart...I canīt live without my soul...I canīt live without him...because me and him became one.Iīm so thankful to be here to share and find a support from the people knowing what Iīm going through every day and night...day after day...all the time...I canīt see through the tears,but I enjoy my new family here.

Iīm going to write to each of you and send the poems Iīve been writing for my beloved Jan,soon.

Hug you from the heart!

Janka

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Spouse, Partner Loss / The loss of my beloved man.
« on: September 19, 2014, 01:10:20 PM »
Itīs not easy to describe my experience and yet in a foreign language I try to,but thatīs the reason why I registered on this page yesterday.Iīll be happy to share with others feeling tremendous pain and grief.Itīs been not long ago and it still hurts.Iīve heard so many stories,but nothing such a kind as mine.It was the last time I saw my beloved man early in the morning,smiling,kissing and talking to one another unforgettable words full of undying love.3 days later the phone rang.It was his brother telling me:"Jan is dead."My heart broke into small pieces,even now the tears are falling from my eyes.At that moment I was speaking to my beloved Jan,telling him everything from the bottom of my heart,desperately crying and hoping he does hear me,and he did.
After hour rang a message from my mobile,so I entered the room we were sleeping 3 days ago to see and the sender was my beloved Jan,but message was empty.I think he was there while I was crying in the kitchen and let me know this way,so I entered the bedroom and at that moment I got the most beautiful evidence of his immortal love,because on the sheet of my bed was engraved a big heart.Iīm sure heīs been by my side all the time,helping me hold on my way to home heīs waiting for me to come.I had to make a picture to believe it wasnīt just a dream.I found a place here I can say a few words for my beloved deceased,so I created my Memorial book dedicated to my beloved Jan.I can recommend everyone who is suffering and wants to do something for his beloved deceased person heīs thinking of.
Thanks a lot for reading these words and everyone who has an understanding heart.
I need to get to know those people which experienced a loss of beloved man or woman.
I enjoy this forum to find my spiritual family here and send to all of you the warm greetings from Slovakia.

Janka

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