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Messages - Michelle C

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Main / Re: Happy Birthday Clarence
« on: June 15, 2009, 09:59:55 PM »
Thank u Ray...

and thanks to my angels that have left candles on Clarence's website....

Lets just pray that tomorrow will come and go without to much pain..

We planned to get married this weekend... 

So it feels like Im dealing with two things instead of one...


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Main / Happy Birthday Clarence
« on: June 15, 2009, 03:58:21 PM »
I just wanted to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Clarence...
Tomorrow he turns 59..
Love u baby....

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Main / Re: don't know what to do ..........
« on: June 04, 2009, 05:33:34 PM »
Kay...

I am where ur at...

I thought it was getting better but it's not.
It will be 5 months on the 6th..
But it feels like day 1..
How many damn tears do I have??????? :'(

I want a break from the crying
I want a break from feeling empty
I want a break from feeling pain

My mind is sooooo messed up right now..

I still can't believe it..
I still look for him to be here...
I still pray that he comes back...

Things will never be the same..
I just want my life back
I really just want my Clarence BACK...

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Main / Re: MEMORIAL DAY...........HONORING OUR VETERANS
« on: May 24, 2009, 07:46:06 PM »
Honoring Clarence on Memorial Day.. He was in the Vietnam War also..

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Main / I've only wanted you...
« on: May 20, 2009, 02:10:38 PM »
If I could have a lifetime wish...
A dream that would come true...
I'd pray to God with all my heart..
For yesterday and you...

A thousand words can't bring you back...
I know because I've tried...
And neither will a million tears...
I know because I've cried...

You left behind my broken heart...
and happy memories too...
I've never wanted memories...
I've only wanted you...

By: The Lane Family

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Main / Re: I am being mean
« on: May 10, 2009, 06:49:57 PM »
Terri...

Hugs and prayers are sent from all of us to you..

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Main / Re: BEFORE............AND.................AFTER
« on: May 07, 2009, 06:23:47 PM »
Luvinmike... I couldnt agree with u more...

Before: My Clarence thought that he was to much for me to handle... with working all day..coming home for lunch and then staying up with him most of the night.. (I did not complain once)

Now: what I wouldnt do to rub his back again... To have that crazy schedule.. even for just one more day   :'(

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Main / Re: Gf commited suicide
« on: May 03, 2009, 04:36:16 PM »
Zeus31....

I am soooo sorry about your girlfriend... There is nothing worse than losing your soulmate... I know I lost mine.  and although our situations are different... The pain is the same.... I too wanted to climb up on his bed and die with him... but God didnt allow it.

All of us here.. have wonder why this happened to our love ones and what could WE have done differently... or what we didnt do... All of us have been hit with the "what if's" but that state of mind will not allow us to heal... We all did the best we could.... giving the situation. There is NOTHING that u could have done that would have prevented this.. or prepared u for this...

I agree with lauren... u need to reach out and learn about God's promise to us.. Zeus try talking to someone who is grounded in God's word. It will help you.. It has me... Just knowing that I will see Clarence has giving me hope..

Someone posted this but I believe in it...

We are permitted to grieve
Because we have been
Privilaged to love....
To escape grief at the cost of...
Never having loved
Is to dear of a price to pay

Author Unknown

Keep posting here and hang in there...

Michelle





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Main / Hello my friends...
« on: April 27, 2009, 04:13:40 PM »
I just wanted everyone to know that I was thinking of them.. I haven't been on here in a few weeks.. I've been trying to deal with everything that has been thrown my way... Life is still the same.. still soooo sad and missing my Clarence so very much.. I go to his gravesite every week.. sometime twice a week and I cry and I scream because it's so unfair... I think the Only thing that I come to terms with is that he is really not coming back...no matter what I do or how good I am.. He is gone... So now what I ask??? Im not sure.. I am just trying to hang on and stay above water...
Love, prayers, and many thanks to my friends...

Michelle

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Main / Re: Today
« on: March 29, 2009, 09:07:12 AM »
Thanks for posting your story.. Like Terri said... U have helped all of us here!!! I thank God that he sent me to this website.. So many Angels!

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Main / Re: We made it through the sentencing
« on: March 17, 2009, 06:00:47 PM »
Friedgen...

I am soooo very proud of u and ur daughter... I can only imagine what u all went through.. I am happy that it is over... May u have better days ahead

Michelle

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Main / Re: Lost huband Jan 8th & it hurts so much..
« on: March 13, 2009, 09:43:02 AM »
Bqarb45 ...

I am soooo sorry about your husband... and please know that we are all here for you!!! I lost my Clarence on Jan. 6th from cancer... and if it weren't for my friends on this site... I wouldn't be doing this good.. I am blessed to have them in my life.. Hope to hear from you soon

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Main / Re: Getting ready for sentencing on Monday
« on: March 12, 2009, 06:36:15 PM »
Friedgen...

I too will be there... backing you... and supporting you... ALL THE WAY
I am proud of you and I am proud of your daughter...
You are teaching her to stand up and fight for what is right... even if
ppl do not agree...
Your life has changed and you lost the most important person in your life.. you have every right to fight for him...
I will say a prayer for you on Monday morning...

Stay strong and tell your daughter that we are here for her too!!!!

Michelle


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Main / Re: gulit, anger and emptyness
« on: March 09, 2009, 02:14:57 PM »
Thank you kevinjj..
I needed u today

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Main / Re: Just 8 weeks ago... I am sooo sad today
« on: March 04, 2009, 10:25:27 PM »
My wonderful friends...

How would i make it without all of you??
Although your world has been tossed upside down..
You still find enough compassion to help others in need...
I thank God that my friend advised me to look on the web for some support.
You will NEVER know how much you have meant to me...

Thank you Ray for visiting Clarence's website...
(I love Patty's too)... We are very blessed to have had love so deep that even death can't claim it... Clarence reminded me everyday just how much he loved me and how lucky he was to have me.... Thank you for reminding me of that... I don't feel very special or lucky now...

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