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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Gina's Birthday
« on: October 17, 2017, 07:49:41 PM »
Hi Terry!!! Its been a very long time. Im doing okay.. and you??
Life has been one roller coaster ride for me..
My mom moved up here 5 years ago. (She moved in with me 3 years ago) 
Sadly, she passed away on the 8th :-(  My House is so quiet now.
With every death, my heart breaks a little bit more.

What have you been up to? Hows life?

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Gina's Birthday
« on: October 13, 2017, 11:00:44 AM »
Happy birthday Gina!!

Spouse, Partner Loss / Hello everyone...
« on: October 23, 2011, 10:11:28 AM »
It's been awhile since I have been on here... Can't believe that my clarence has been gone almost 3 years. seems like just yesterday, I saw him take his last breath.. I want to thank all of my friends on here.. i wouldn't have made it without you..

Main / Re: Where is everyone from?
« on: February 10, 2011, 06:43:44 PM »
Sunny California

Main / Re: hi everyone
« on: February 03, 2011, 10:04:48 PM »
Awww Terry.. (((hugs))

It has been very hard without him... Not a day has went by without me wishing that things could be different. I'm sure that everyone can relate when I say, that a part of me died with him. I am so thankful for all of you!! When I needed a hug, I just logged on and one of my angels were online to uplift me and to remind me that life will go on.. one breath at a time

Thank you for listening!

Main / Re: hi everyone
« on: February 03, 2011, 09:30:22 PM »
Hello my friends..

It's been a few months since I have been on here... Feels like just yesterday when i first poured my heart out to all of you. I thank God for my unknown angels. You guys are heaven sent.

I pray that all is well.. and that today is better then our yesterdays...


Main / Re: Hello to all my friends
« on: February 04, 2010, 09:20:14 AM »
Here's another hug ((Donna)) So sorry about ur daughter and husband!! will keep u in my thoughts and prayers

Main / 360 days and counting
« on: January 01, 2010, 09:05:11 PM »
360 days ago I had to let go of my best friend.. Faith decided things for us and God sealed the deal. Clarence left me to go home. I didnt know how I would make it through but God did. He sent me angels.. my webhealing angels..Haven't heard ur voices (except for Carrie).. havent seen ur smiles.. but can call u each by name...U guys have walked this journey with me. Sucking up your own sorrow and allowing me to share with u my world with my man.. I got a long way to go... but just know that u guys have made things better for me and my girls. I love u guys through and through.. So my new years wish is that u get back what u have given to me.. and that is love, hope and strength!!!

Main / Re: Happy New Year
« on: December 31, 2009, 08:09:50 PM »
I pray that 2010 is better for all of us.. staying in and watching my grandkids!

Main / Re: First Christmas
« on: December 02, 2009, 07:19:34 PM »
This is my first christmas without Clarence...
and I am going to force myself to spend the day with my family.. I am being selfish but i need their support through this difficult time..  I am going to feed off of their happiness...They still love me and they worry about me.. and I am sure ur family feels the same.. There will be lots of tears but in the end I think that I need to get out.. U think about it.. It would do u some good to get out and be around ppl that love u...

Main / Re: on year today
« on: November 30, 2009, 08:56:13 AM »
oh Kay.. im crying for u!! Clarence's year is coming up too.. Stay Strong!!!

Main / Re: Is anyone still so tired?
« on: November 04, 2009, 07:06:01 AM »
My friends...

I am still not sleeping well... I wake up every night around 2ish not sure why.. I might end up going to the doctors..... I have been having headaches lately.. Im sure it's from the lack of sleep...

GPeaches... I pray that u make it through all of these important dates.. on nov 6th it will be 10 months since Clarence left... time is flying by..

Luvinmike.. I cant wait to relax and find some peace..

much love and prayers to you all....
Hey Miss Carrie ;)

Main / Hello everyone...
« on: October 08, 2009, 02:35:05 PM »
ok.. so where do I begin...

It's been awhile since I have been on here... not because I wanted it that way but because I moved and my internet was just hooked back up today.. just a little update:

I bought a house with the money that Clarence left me. life is so bitter sweet... the day I got the keys I was crying and not because I was happy but because I was so sad that Clarence was not here to enjoy this time with me. He loved me and my kids so much that he made sure that we could finish our dream. Baby I hope I have made u proud! :-[....

My oldest daughter moved out with her bff (lol) and now lives about 15 mins away :-\ ....

My grandson is moving with his mom to Texas in about 2 weeks :'(...   

My job told me that they were going to have to abolish 3 positions at my station.. Then can back and told me that I made it through this round. Next time.. I might not be this lucky ???

I have had some major things go on this year! and all decisions I have had to make on my own.. it feels strange not to have Clarence to lean on.... Saddness still here.. nothing has changed there. Less crying.. so I guess I must be getting better..

Happy to be online. Talk to u all soon

Main / Re: Happy Birthday Johnny!
« on: August 05, 2009, 12:21:40 PM »
Happy Birthday Johnny...

Georgia... Sorry Im late!!! I hope everything went ok for u... Thinking of u

Main / What we did to celebrate Clarence's Birthday...
« on: June 19, 2009, 04:38:16 PM »
Thanks for all of the Birthday wishes for Clarence...

About 10 of us went and sat at his grave.. It was really nice
Then we went and had lunch together... Stayed with them for about 5 hours... I couldn't eat.. my stomach was in knots... But it was still a nice day overall.. considering :-\

On the 28th of this month... We will be having a motorcycle ride down the coast in honor of Clarence... (He picked this route) This will be the first official "Clarence's Ride"... I'm sooo sad that he wont be here to ride. I will ride in a car because I only trusted Clarence to ride me on a motorcycle... Anybody on this coast... Sacramento area.. feel free to come!!!! I would love to meet my friends...  email me!!!

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