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Messages - Lori, Alex's Mom

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Child Loss / Re: For us Mom's and Dad's
« on: February 08, 2007, 02:45:59 AM »
I cried too as I read this. 

I noticed at the end you wrote "Your mom always waiting for you to come home."

I truly believe in my heart that our children are waiting for US to come home.

Love,

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: Feb. 6, Adam Daniel's 5 month heavenly anniversary
« on: February 08, 2007, 02:40:57 AM »
Much love and prayers.

I'm sorry you're hurting so... I'm sorry we all are.  You're still here because you are needed.  I pray you find peace.  Please reach out for help.

Love,

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: SAY PHILIP
« on: February 08, 2007, 02:12:12 AM »
Philip Philip Philip Philip Philip Philip Philip Philip

Thank you for your beautiful and true words.  Even at only 3 months since he died, I don't hear my son's name enough.  Even at 3 months I'm told I need to get on with my life because I have two beautiful daughters who need me.  I manage to go to work, and I manage to be there for my precious girls.  But that seems to be all I can really do.

Lori, Alex's mom

Alex Alex Alex Alex Alex Alex Alex Alex Alex

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Child Loss / Re: Paying for those good days...
« on: February 05, 2007, 04:02:09 PM »
I haven't heard my son's voice since 10/31/2006.  And it's not recorded anywhere.  I'm afraid I've already forgotten what it sounds like.  And if I haven't, I'm afraid I will.

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: calander
« on: February 05, 2007, 03:39:01 PM »
Peace and prayers...

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Child Loss / Only three months since Alex has been gone
« on: February 05, 2007, 03:35:25 PM »
Today is the 3 month mark.  And I'm still here.  It seems like an eternity ago but 3 months isn't very long.  It's hard for me to imagine living the rest of my life without him here, but I know that's what I have to do.

It just doesn't seem right.

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: Last time (maybe trigger)
« on: January 12, 2007, 03:31:26 PM »
Alex's 20th birthday was 10/17/06.

On Sunday, 10/22/06 we celebrated his birthday with his sisters and grandparents.  Our last pictures of him are from this day.

The last time I saw Alex alive was 10/31/06.  We played video games together.  He had fun giving out candy to the trick-or-treaters.  We watched a movie together.  He kissed me on the cheek and told me he loved me.  I told him I loved him too and he left.

Alex died the following Sunday, 11/5/06.

The last time I saw him was 11/10/06.  I said goodbye to him and sang him his lullabye for the last time on 11/11/06.

God, I miss him so much!


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Child Loss / Re: Grief pin
« on: January 12, 2007, 02:06:28 PM »
I ordered one too.

Thank you for the information.

Lori

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Hi everyone.  It's been awhile since I've been here.  When I first found the forum, it felt so good to come and read what everyone was writing about their children.  I would read the posts and cry and cry.  It was very good for me because at the time it was almost the only time I would allow myself to cry.

Alex died two months ago on November 5th.  Today is his 2 month anniversary of going on to a better place for him.  I seem to have gone into a different phase and it has gotten to the point that sometimes when I come to this forum and start reading I cannot handle the pain that I hear in everyone's hearts on top of my own pain.

So right now I'm not coming here very often but please know you are all in my heart and prayers.

Peace,

Lori

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Child Loss / Re: My Daughter left me Nov 8th Merry F?!*!!! xmas
« on: December 20, 2006, 03:05:27 PM »
I just lost my son 11/5.  I really don't give a damn about Christmas either.  I'm so sorry for your loss.  You are in my prayers.

Peace,

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: I miss him so
« on: December 20, 2006, 03:02:41 PM »
Prayers and peace,

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: 10 months ago today...
« on: December 20, 2006, 02:59:36 PM »
Prayers and peace...

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: Getting married...but miss my son
« on: December 17, 2006, 02:49:21 PM »
Congratulations!  Adam is with you smiling upon you.

Peace always,

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: no justice for candi
« on: December 17, 2006, 02:36:11 PM »
You and your family are in my heart and prayers.

Alex's mom

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Child Loss / Re: You Are All In My Heart Tonight
« on: December 17, 2006, 02:28:52 PM »
Thank you for your love and care.

Sending right back to you.

Alex's mom

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