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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Maureen
« on: January 27, 2012, 05:39:28 PM »
     (((((((((((((((( ARTHUR ))))))))))))))))))

   I wish I could offer words to comfort you or give you good advice or even wise words of wisdom but i cant(kind of makes me feel useless cos i cant reach out and help others the way evryone on here helps me).Please know Im holding you close to my heart.

            love Angie xxxx

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: January 27, 2012, 04:59:36 PM »

         Hi.Nice to hear from you.Thankyou for your kind words.You have inspired me to pick up my needle and thread again and get on with getting "my blanket" finished.I am sure it'll be a work of art when it is finished???(well at least it will be to me).At first it was difficult going thro his clothes cos every tshirt brought back  memories but I hope it will be worth it in the end.


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: January 27, 2012, 02:04:52 AM »
      Thanks for liking my tshirt blanket idea.I dont wanna let go of his belongings I guess.My ideas always sound good in my head its when i put them into practice that they become a nightmare.(lol) xx
       I am finding it hard to cry .I dunno why cos i feel like I am on the verge of crying all the time.I have been keeping 3 journals since Davie died.In one I write him a letter just telling him abuot my day,n about the boys n just general chit chat.The 2nd one is my memory book and in that is everything i remember about him and the 3rd journal is just all my different and mixed up feelings.I talk to Davie all the time n hope he is listening (  that would be a first  LOL) xx
         Your post finds me in an OK place today which is better than where i was before!!  Hope this reply finds you in an OK place to xx

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Inquest
« on: January 25, 2012, 05:34:26 PM »
             ((((((((((((( SONYA ))))))))))))


Main / Re: Where is everyone from?
« on: January 22, 2012, 09:45:37 AM »
Just found this board.I lost my husband.I'm from Fife in Scotland.

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: January 21, 2012, 05:31:14 PM »
                     ((((((   EVERYONE   ))))))))
            I have taken ALL your wise words on board and am trying to not be so hard on myself.We have to accept that sometimes things just happen whether we like it or not.Have decided to sew Davies fave TShirts together and make them into a blanket then whenever i feel  sad n lonely i can wrap myself up in it.I thing it will make me feel like he is close to me again.I have made a start on it and if nothing else it will give me something to focus on.
              Thank u for listening

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I don't know what to call this
« on: January 21, 2012, 05:02:52 PM »
                      ((((((((((  JASON    ))))))))))

      Huge hugs to you.I am holding you in my heart
       You have helped me so much in my posts I just hope this helpd you a bit now.
                                THINKING OF YOU

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Kit! ((((( John )))))
« on: January 21, 2012, 04:43:28 PM »
                  ((((((((( JOHN )))))))))

                 THINKING OF YOU
               HUGE HUGS TO YOU

                           Angie xxx

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: January 13, 2012, 07:05:31 PM »
HELP Im feeling so bad now.I have been playing the morning Davie died over and over in my head all day.It just wont go away.On that morning he had went upstairs to have a shower and a shave and a few minutes later i was stood in the kitchen and I heard a loud THUD over head.I assumed the boys had went up stairs and were messing about(as usual).I carried on tidying up sorting the washing fed the dogs etc.But that thud was Davie hitting the floor it was him dying.Im downstairs doing housework and he is dead.ALL OF THIS IS MY FAULT.He needed me right then and i didnt help him.I let him down in the worst possible way.I hate myself so much right now.Davie is dead cos of me.It is 9 weeks since he died and its weird cos these last 9 weeks seem to have lasted longer than the 20 yrs we had together.I try to remember the sound of his voice or his laugh and i cant remember what they sounded like,I am scared i have forgotten him.I miss him so much and I feel

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Today is Tone's Birthday
« on: January 01, 2012, 06:03:46 PM »
What a lovely tribute to your Tone.As for a big fire on a beach and acting like a crazy weepie lady well it sounds good to me.Definetly gonna try that one I'm almost there anyway I'm crazy,definetly weepie so all i need is the fire
 Thankyou for sharing it all
      lots of love


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: January 01, 2012, 05:55:41 PM »
Once more sincerest heartfelt THANKS to you all. XXX
You are all in my thoughts,I am sending you all my love.Dunno if it will do you any good but it wont do you any harm either Xx
I took your advice   BOB   and wrote out a few grief letters and today handed the first one to our friend Lauren well she was more Davies friend than mine.Anyway in her letter i had explained that i would like to talk about Davie even if it means me getting upset because i hate people avoiding mentioning Davie just cos I am within earshot.She smiled when she read that part and said"I didn't want to mention Davie incase it upset you,but I really want to talk about him too" And talk we did,for over 3 hours and yes there were tears,hers and mine but by the end of it they were tears of laughter.I actually felt human again.As for the memories I had forgotten I am now remembering them and they feel good.
 Thanks for listening
  Thinking of you all XXXXXXXXXXX

« on: December 29, 2011, 04:07:01 PM »


Just read the poem.It made me cry too.
Thank you for sharing it.

Angie xxx

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: December 29, 2011, 02:09:37 PM »
A huge THANKYOU for reading my post and HUGE HUGS for replying XXX Even with all your  own pain and grieve you still reached out to me.You are AWESOME.It is important for me to realise other people can relate to what I am going thro because I sometimes feel I am completely alone in this nightmare.I am missing Davie SO MUCH right now I think I'm having a REAL bad day.How do you guys cope?It completely overwhelms me.I didnt think it was possible to feel this sad and down.Friends/family have actually told me to stop feeling sorry for myself and just get over it and get on with my life!!!!! HOW DARE THEY.I sometimes cant even be bothered getting out of my bed.......never mind "getting on with my life."
What kind of life do I have without Davie anyway?Dont they realise he is my life? I am so glad I found this site.

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Birthdays/Angel Dates/Anniversaries - NEW!
« on: December 27, 2011, 06:20:30 PM »
Could you  please add Davie Hunter's dates to the calender
D.O.B 21 June 1964
D.O.D 12 Nov 2011

Thankyou xx love Angie

Spouse, Partner Loss / I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: December 27, 2011, 06:13:00 PM »
My  husband of 20 years died very suddenly and unexpectedly on 12 Nov 2011.One minute he was fine,next minute he collapsed and died!!He was 47.He died of cardiac arrest.I never got a chance to tell him I love him or say goodbye.Its not fair.Its been 6 weeks n 3 days of hell.I miss him so much.None of this seems real.I still want him to walk thro the front door.We have 4 kids and they seem to be coping better than me.Davie is my soulmate,my reason and my purpose I dont like him not being here.I thought he would always be here with me and now he is gone.That Saturday was the worst day of my life.Davie I MISS YOU SO MUCH XXXXX

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