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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Jealous of what other people still have.
« on: February 21, 2012, 07:51:00 AM »
((((((((((((((( SPRING2012 )))))))))))))))

I know how u feel everywhere i go i see happy couples/happy families.Its hard.A painful reminder that my family is broken and not complete anymore.
Im glad you went out with ur daughter and granddaughter and had a nice time.Its nice to spoil yourself its definetly deserved.Take care
HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: trying positivity
« on: February 21, 2012, 01:50:17 AM »
((((((((((((((((( SONYA )))))))))))))))))

Hoping ur weekend went well
Just thought i'd let you know im thinking of you :)

HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: 2 steps back
« on: February 21, 2012, 01:45:35 AM »
(((((((((((((((( JASON )))))))))))))))

Im glad the good days outnumber the bad ones.Long may the good ones last.Hope your feeling proud of YOU as well as your son.
Thanks for asking about my blanket i have almost finished the front side of it.Havent touched it in a week been in a huge huff with Davie but feel my mood lifting so hopefully today will be better
Hoping this is a good day for you too
HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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(((((((((((((((((JOE)))))))))))))))))

Today must have been tough for you but you did it.I went back to work about a month after Davie died.It was tough going the first few times.Glad i perservered tho cos it made me get dressed and out the door and gave me something to think about.I actually look forward to  work now!!never thought i'd say that
You are in my thoughts
HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXX

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((((((((((((((( JOE )))))))))))))))

I am so sorry for your loss  but glad you have found yourself herexxxxx
My husband died of cardiac arrest in November and it has ripped my world apart.
The only advice i can offer is take it one second one minute at a time.All the people on here have giving me that advice,WISE WORDS indeed.
We are all here for you and although this journey is the worst thing ever please know you are not alone.

Thinking  of you
HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: February 19, 2012, 02:54:28 AM »
((((((((((((((((EVERYONE)))))))))))))))))

Been trying hard to be up and positive but i cant be bothered trying anymore.I miss Davie so much it feels like the first few weeks all over again.Cant sleep,cant stop crying and all I want is for him to come home.It is horrible him not being here and i want him to come home cos then it will be okay.I feel totally alone in this world cos he was all i had.Sometimes i feel so angry at him cos he has left me he promised me we'd grow old together so he lied.I thought he was a good dad but he went and left his kids too.Still i miss him and i always feel bad when i get angry at him.
I MISS HIM  I MISS HIM  I MISS HIM

Sorry i am being so miserable but it is how i feel right now

Angie

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: New to this dark tear raining road
« on: February 19, 2012, 02:19:27 AM »
(((((((((((((((((( DONNA )))))))))))))))))))

I am so sorry for your losses.The last few weeks must have been hellish for you.Glad you have found this site  but again sorry you need it.
My Davie died suddenly 3 months ago .I still find it difficult to understand how other people can just go back to getting on with their lives.At first they were phoning visiting every day.I havent heard from anyone since just after new year.I use this site all the time at least the people here are here for me.Post whenever you feel like it.It helps.

Thinking of you

HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: trying positivity
« on: February 18, 2012, 08:18:17 AM »
((((((((((((((SONYA)))))))))))))))))

Jason said hope you find that smile
Ditto from me too

HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie xxxxxxxxxxxx
:)

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: 2 steps back
« on: February 18, 2012, 08:14:04 AM »
 Sending congratulations to your son xxxx


(((((((((((((((((JASON))))))))))))))))

Sending HUGE hugs to you xxxx

Love
Angie

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: One step forward
« on: February 16, 2012, 06:23:01 PM »
  ((((((((((((( JASON ))))))))))))))

My new motto in life is
If it feels right to do it then do it.
I write a letter to Davie evry day cos at the moment it helps me.I send balloons up to the heavens cos it helps me.I hope your ritual helps you and brings you peace too xxxx

Huge hugs
Love

Angie

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I need to write !!!
« on: February 16, 2012, 06:14:41 PM »
(((((((((((((((((SPRING2012))))))))))))))))))

I am so sorry for your loss.Im hoping you are finding  help here,everyone of these guys are AWESOME

I hope  you try the balloons me n my kids do one each every Saturday for Davie.It makes the boys smile and it helps me somehow too.

Sorry that you need this site but glad you have found it.

  huge hugs
    love
    Angie

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Valentimes day
« on: February 16, 2012, 06:02:32 PM »
((((((((((((((((JASON))))))))))))))))

Im glad on valentines day you found some peace.Beautiful pic too.
I wasnt to worried about valentines day cos me n Davie never bothered with it to be honest.I wasnt prepared for how sad and upset i was gonna get that day.spent the day and the days since just feeling lost and alone.

      ((((((((((((((((((BOB)))))))))))))))))

I had a dream of Davie a few weeks ago.Made me feel better since.In it he told me hes always with me n ever since then I really feel as if he is here.Hope your dream is having as positive an effect on your life.
      
      lots of love
      huge hugs
    
     Angie xxxxx

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: trying positivity
« on: February 16, 2012, 05:47:39 PM »
(((((((((((((((((((( SONYA ))))))))))))))))))))))

Thinking of you xxxx
This journey is shit but you arent walking it alone.
   HUGE HUGS
    Angie
     xxxxx

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Jason?
« on: February 10, 2012, 05:29:40 PM »
(((((((((((((((((((((((((( JASON )))))))))))))))))))))))))

 I know its hard work being a parent.I some times wonder why I even bother with my lot.But I wouldnt be without them either.If it wasnt for them I probably wouldnt have gotten thro the last 3 months.
 You are a good parent just like you are a good human being I hope you find some way to believe that SOON.
We all deserve peace and a reason to smile.I know you me and everybody else on this site will one day find it.At least til then at least we've all got each other.
            HUGE HUGS
               Angie
                XXXXXX
       

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: trying positivity
« on: February 10, 2012, 05:04:29 PM »
((((((((((((((((((SONYA)))))))))))))))))))))

Thankyou for giving me a laugh re the laundry incident 
:)   :)   :)   :)   :)   :)   :)   :)

Im glad to here you are trying to be positive.Me too.It isnt easy but evryday when i wake up i say to myself"Im going to smile at least once today and im going to laugh too".I believe Davie is with me and I know he'd not want to spend his time with a miserable b**ch!!!!!!!!!!
Best of luck with the 42 mile hike.Sounds wicked.I cant think of anywhere nicer to do it.Im sure the sun will be shining for you too.
I am also planning for my future(once you start being positive you just cant stop).I always wanted to work with animals so I have written to a safari park,zoos,boarding kennels etc asking for work.In the meantime I have a p/t job at the weekend and also an interview on Tuesday for a housekeeping job at a local hotel.
I miss Davie every second of my life but i know he is spurring me on and I know your Tone is too.
 As for the size 8 well all i can say to that is I WISH
I think I'll go have a biscuit or maybe the WHOLE packet(yum)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     love n hugs
      Angie
       xxxxxxxxxx

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