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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Davie's Angel Date (((Angie)))
« on: November 12, 2013, 03:55:35 PM »
thanks Terry I am trying to keep smiling today finding it hard tho This journey never ends really does it it just becomes less of an uphill struggle I cant believe its 2 years there isnt a day I dont think of him or miss him xx

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: A Rose
« on: December 05, 2012, 02:25:46 PM »
(((((((((((((( JOHN ))))))))))))))

Id say a definite sign from Kit xx
Hope it makes u smile :)

HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Jounal entry. This is a long one.
« on: December 05, 2012, 02:21:43 PM »
(((((((((((((((( RODNEY )))))))))))))))))

Agreeing with Terry.It is good to write this down Please dont be afraid to ever post on here.Writing it down DOES help.keeping it in DONT.
We are all here for you xxxx
Keep posting
HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Car
« on: November 24, 2012, 05:14:43 PM »
(((((((((((((JEAN)))))))))))))

Well done you.Going out and doing it on your own is a huge step forward.The car sounds awesome.Wishing you many happy years of motoring.
HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / poem
« on: November 24, 2012, 05:02:03 PM »
A friend posted this on my facebook page.I hope you all like it It fits us all xx



U never said Im leaving
U never said goodbye
U were gone before i new it
And only God knows why

A million times i needed you
A million times i cried
If love alone could have saved you
U never would have died

In life i loved you dearly
In death i love you still
In my heart i hold a place
That only you can fill


HUGEST HUGS ((((((((((((((( EVERYONE ))))))))))))))))))
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Alone and sad
« on: November 24, 2012, 04:49:32 PM »
((((((((((( MARTY))))))))))))))

I am sorry for your loss xx

There are plenty people here to help you.We are like a family.The path you are on is not a good place to be but we are all here for you.You are not alone.
In the early days you must try real hard to take care of YOU easier said than done but please try.
Like lisa said one sec min hour at a time.Journalling helped me too.Just writing the shit down that is in your head really helps.Please come back and post soon.Feel free to scream shout vent n rant noone on here will judge you .Try to sleep or at least rest and post if you are upto it.It truly helps to know others are in the same boat.

HUGEST HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: lonely
« on: November 24, 2012, 04:23:34 PM »
((((((((((((((( SONYA ))))))))))))))))

Your post is beautiful n like Lisa said u have a right to a second chance of love..Everyone of us has a right to find peace and happiness again in whatever form it takes.
I truly understand the conflict in your head.You love Tone but you can and hopefully will find someone new to love as well.No one should ever spend their life alone..Tone would want you to be happy.He would want you to have a life once more.
I still love Davie and i miss him everyday but I also love Pinder.I wouldnt be without him.He makes me feel alive again.I have sometimes wondered if i love Pinder then i cant love Davie and vice versa but i amnt gonna beat myself up about it anymore.Sometimes  we can over think things and thats not good.
All i know is i had 20 happy years with Davie but he is gone now and i am looking forward to another 20 happy  years with Pinder.
Life constantly changes and we just have to go with the flow.Change can be good too.
I hope you find YOUR happiness one day i hope you live again you owe it to yourself
I cant use words as well as you can but i hope u get what i am trying to say

HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: ((((((Lisa))))))) Lou's Angel Date
« on: November 22, 2012, 05:10:07 PM »
Hoping happy memories fill your heart today
((((((((((((((((LISA))))))))))))))))

HUGEST HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / A Year On
« on: November 21, 2012, 08:19:55 AM »
((((((((((((((((( EVERYONE )))))))))))))))

It has been one year n one week since Davie died and since last week i have been feeling sxxt.I dont understand what is going on in my head.I am constantly playing the morning he died over and over in my head.To be honest ifeel as lost alone and confused as i did in those horrible early days n weeks.I thought i had come so far yet now im right back where i started.I keep wanting to phone him and hear his voice again.Maybe im going crazy lol.
I have so much good stuff in my life to be happy about yet these weird feelings wont go away.

Thanks for listening
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Our last weekend
« on: November 21, 2012, 08:06:15 AM »
(((((((((( LISA ))))))))))))

Thinking of you today tomorrow always

HUGEST HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Davie's Angel Date ((((( Angie )))))
« on: November 15, 2012, 03:46:04 PM »
((((((((((((((((TERRY)))))))))))))))))))
(((((((((((((((LISA)))))))))))))))))))

Well i made it thro Davies first angel date.Was tough going but i kinda xpected that.We had a BBQ up at Davies allotment and then i let off fireworks.It was cold n wet but evrything went ok.I released 47 ballloons all with his name on them.The kids took the day in their stride I am so proud of them.

Still cant believe its been a year though.I can remember how dark those first few days weeks months were.Dunno how i survived but i no all of you on here helped me a HUGE amount

HUGEST HUGS TO ALL ((((((((((()))))))))))
Love
Angie
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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Tone's Angel Date ((((( Sonya )))))
« on: August 23, 2012, 01:20:51 PM »
(((((((((((((((((( SONYA )))))))))))))))))))

You r in my thoughts today xx
Wishing you happy memories
:)
HUGE HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Friends and Family Are Angels Too
« on: August 21, 2012, 01:15:59 AM »
(((((((((((( LISA)))))))))))))

Hope u r feeling better and r on the mend.
Also hope u r enjoying the soup.

(((((((((((((KEVIN))))))))))))))))

HUGE HUGS ( cyber ones dont wanna catch IT it sounds YUCKY :( 
Love
Angie
XXXXX

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Update
« on: August 21, 2012, 01:08:06 AM »
((((((((((((((((((( JASON ))))))))))))))))))))

New relationships are always hard work n a little bit scary.And its a million times harder when kids r involved.I was lucky my kids were ok with Pinder when they found out i had a new man in my life.My eldest Daniel was not too happy when i told them we were getting married.I understood where he was coming from with his fears n we workd thro it by talking to each other.He is coping good now.He knows i still love his dad he knows he can still talk about his dad to either me or Pinder.This i feel has helped Daniel  accept my new life.
I am so glad you n ((arthur )) raised the issue of trust.I used to b a trusting person but now i find it hard too trust again.My trust issues need a bit of work!!
All relationships require effort and hard work but the rewards can b great.

Wishing you all the best
HUGE HUGS
Love
Angie
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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: just a quick hello
« on: August 20, 2012, 01:45:23 PM »
(((((((((((((( SONYA )))))))))))))))))

The ceremony sounded like a great way to honour Tone xxxx

Glad acceptance is bringing you peace xx

Hope you  get to the beach for a good chat with Tone on Thursday
n i hope you see plenty yellow things on the way there.
:)  :)  :)  :)  :)  :)  :)  :)  :)  :)  :)  :)

Thinking of you.Sending you all my love

HUGEST HUGS
Love
Angie
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