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Child Loss / Glad your all still here!
« on: January 06, 2007, 02:42:32 AM »
Just got back Monday night from the Seattle area where my oldest daughter and her family is.  It was good to take a break away.  But found I had to walk away from everyone Christmas day and go be by myself and cry for about an hour.  My daughter came and found me and I pretended to be making phonecalls to save her from being upset and seeing her mom that way.(silly I suppose, huh!)  My 1 and 3 year old grand kids were fun but I still had insomnia every night and missed Josh so terribly bad!  I was so worried that something might happen to this board while I was away!  I am so thankful for all of you caring and sharing here!  My New Years Resolution is to try and return all the help I get here from all of you!!!
Thanks from the bottom of my Big Greek Heart!! :)
Stella-Joshs Mom

Child Loss / Going away for a bit
« on: December 18, 2006, 02:10:58 AM »
Don't know how you guys who have been on this journey longer survive this holiday stretch intact.  This is awful!  I feel like my mind is so shot.  Can't sleep, eat, think well,get holiday things done.  I hate this!  I am so sad so much of each day lately.  I can't concentrate on much.  Did you all feel like you were losing your minds too?  I am trying for my daughters sake.  But I am so very far from how I was for past Christmas's.  When will the old me return?  How long does it take?  Would moving away help?  Is this so hard because I am not only a working mom who misses her son but also an investigator still trying to find him?  I feel like I can never rest.  Time is slipping away and we haven't found Josh yet!  How does a mother give up?  If I do I may never find him, If I don't I don't know what it will do to me.  On top of all this I don't even seem to be able to remember stuff without writing it down and I have a terrible time making decisions anymore.  All this normal for moms in my situation?  What a mess I've become.  I need to get away for a bit.  My husband and younger daughter and I are going to go visit my older daughter and her family in Washington this weekend.  I will be back in a week or so as I have to be back to school to teach on the 3rd.  Wish I was headed somewhere tropical and exciting, but this will have to do!  I wish all of you a very peaceful Christmas as I know how badly we all need that it seems.  I also wish to thank everyone that has been there for me the last 2 months that I have been at this website.  I also wish to thank Tom for having the insight to start this sort of  a website.  Also thanks to all who help him.  Hope the new year brings us all closer to happier times and an inner calmness we all so very much need!
Stella-Joshs Mom 

Child Loss / New calendar date posting
« on: December 09, 2006, 10:54:13 AM »
Thought I would post the July date my son went missing.  I know its not the same as an angel date.  Hope this is alright.
Thanks Stella-Joshs mom

Child Loss / Thanks Tom and everyone! But still need help!
« on: December 05, 2006, 04:46:24 PM »
I did manage to get Josh's photo on the post.  Although its awfully big.  I am trying to get my photo in the upper left hand corner and so far only get the caption that goes with it.  Also how do I get notified of a response to my posts in my hotmail?  Help!

Child Loss / one more time
« on: December 05, 2006, 04:32:38 PM »
here goes

Child Loss / Still trying !
« on: December 05, 2006, 04:24:46 PM »
Here goes!

Child Loss / pics 3
« on: December 03, 2006, 02:51:14 AM »
pics 3

Child Loss / Arghh...still trying to get a Pic or 2
« on: December 03, 2006, 02:40:50 AM »
Here goes!

Child Loss / joshs pic?
« on: December 03, 2006, 02:27:45 AM »
Hope this works!

Child Loss / Woaa.. what happened?
« on: December 02, 2006, 12:30:57 AM »
Hi everyone!  :o
Thought something was wrong with my computer, the last few days when I could not get into this website.  Really missed it and all of you!  Are there directions that go with this website change?  Worried about the many that are as confused as I and with this being such a tough time for everyone with the holidays and all wondered if there is a way to make the transition go smoother.  Thanks to those responsible  for getting this lifeline for so many of us, up and running again! 
Stella Joshs Mom

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