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Main / when I woke up
« on: March 15, 2008, 05:48:59 PM »
Hi everyone
I've been thinking about all of you...reading more on the site.
I've been feeling so down (more than usual). I look around and see so many of us are feeling so badly. It's just not fair.
This morning I woke up a 8:00, I've been just turning over and going back to sleep for as long as I could (unusual for me) for the last year and a half. But this morning I got up and ready for my day, went and got a Timmys coffee..My neibours came out of their house at the same time and we must have talked for about 30-40 mins. I usually try to avoid people these days. Then we went on our way...I looked up at the sky and smiled and thought to myself "I want to live" I know my husband would NOT want me to be sooo sad and withdrawn. There's a few little things that happen to me that tell me my husbands with me right at that time and always puts a smile on my face to know he's watching over us.
So I've actually had a not so bad day. Finally.
Shirl

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Main / Re: Please pray again
« on: March 13, 2008, 01:29:50 PM »
I'm praying for you mousewife, I know exactly what you mean about your husband would have helped, mine would have to.
Some how, some way we seem to be able to do what need to be done...even when it seems impossible.
Shirl

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Main / helping
« on: March 12, 2008, 05:09:09 PM »
I've only been here for one day. Already I feel that you're helping me. I forced myself to sit down and read and reply to what I could. I finally found people who truly understand "our" pain and suffering. People who have the same emotions, confusion...ect...I thank you for being here and listening. I hope I can help with a few words that I write.
My thoughts and prayers are with everyone.
Shirl

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Main / Re: Mixed emotions
« on: March 12, 2008, 04:55:53 PM »
I agree with you.
I now feel like I just get up and go to work just to exist. I hate feeling like this. If it wasn't for my 2 boys, I may not bother getting up. I don't even clean my house anymore...I look around and think "this house is discusting"...then I walk away and just don't care. Among everything else.
I miss my husband (and best friend) terrebly.
Future and financial is pretty bleak right now. Hopefully, that will change for us all.
Shirl

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Main / Re: antidepressants
« on: March 12, 2008, 04:50:04 PM »
I feel your pain.
I also have been off and on anti depressents since I lost my husband...trial and error...I've just started a new one about a week ago.
A little to soon to see if this one works.
I agree that you do need them too. Especially when you're actually going and asking for help. I didn't want to start on them, but sometimes you have to do what you have to do.
All the best.
Shirl

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