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Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Bill's Heavenly Birthday ((Rose))
« on: August 22, 2013, 06:30:59 AM »
Hi and thank you Terry!

I try so hard to remember all the good times and some how I just can't seem to get passed the worst.
I thought time would heal, but the pain is over bearing at times.  My heart is still heavy and broken and there are days I just wish I could forget for even a few hours.
I know my family and friends mean well when they say it's time to look to the future and move on, but I am still stuck.  I truly feel everyone is given that one chance for true love and I don't know how you move on from that.......maybe I am just in a dark place right now, hopefully light at the end is coming soon.
Today I will spend with Matt, we will go to the cemetary and have our cupcakes to, as I say "Celebrate Dad's Life" and then to lunch and maybe go for a hike in the mountains.....
Thanks for caring and listening as always.
Rose :tearyeyed: :love9:

I know the feeling, just passed the two year mark and don't know how I made it this far and it seems like yesterday that my soul mate Bill left this world.  Our loved ones will always be with us and a part of us, I know that!
How wonderful to plant a tree in your loving wife's memory, I may have to think about the same, it is a lovely idea.

Time does seem to get away from me though and the pain is different now, not gone, but different.
May you and everyone else find some peace and comfort in the days, weeks and months to come.


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Bill's Angel Date ((Rose)) (roseygirl61)
« on: May 23, 2013, 07:13:56 PM »
Thank you Terry!
It has been a while since I have posted, getting ready for Matts High School graduation next Saturday and all the stuff we had been doing for College has kept us busy.
Today was bearable, the only way I can describe it, we never get over the loss and as I have said before these "special" occasions just make me miss Bill so much more....but he must be so proud of his son, as am I, it does bring a smile to my face, I know Bill will always be with us!
It has been a long two years and through all our ups and downs, we will be ok.
Thought I would let all of you know too, Matt is going to the same college as Bill, St. John's University in Queens, he is going to major in Psychology and Special Education.  I'm going to need to take up a few new hobbies to fill my time though, I don't know what I will do when he goes off to college.
I'll check in again soon!
Hope everyone is doing ok and finding some peace through this different way of life we all share.

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: lost my wife she was only 23
« on: January 03, 2013, 04:19:20 AM »

I am so sorry for the loss of your wife.  This is one difficult journey in our lives, and one I wish none of us had to take.  Your love for a spouse, I am finding anyway is so painful and heart wrenching, it shouldn't be this way. You marry and think you will grow old together and have companionship into your golden years.
Most times your family and friends mean well, but it never really comes across that way. Shortly after my husband passed even his family were telling me how I should feel, act and move on.
Welcom to the WebHealing family, you will find great support, love and alot of caring people that know and understand the roller coaster ride of emotions you are on. Plese post anything you want....anger, frustrations and joy too of course whenever you feel the need.
Sending you hugs and loving support always!


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: New Year
« on: January 02, 2013, 07:13:34 PM »

Thanks for the give me hope! :love4:


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: I really WANT to get better
« on: January 02, 2013, 07:09:30 PM »

Thinking of you and hoping you find some peace and calmsoon. It really is the hardest journey we will ever be on....the lonliness and heartache never truly go away, but I think for most in time you just deal with it in a different way, I am still numb some days and it has been one year and 7 months,


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: TOMORROW
« on: January 02, 2013, 07:02:10 PM »
I will be thinking of tomorrow and hoping you have a speedy recovery.  :love9:


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: CUTE
« on: November 26, 2012, 06:37:34 PM »
Thanks Lisa!
Absolutely loved it and sure did need a smile today. :laughing6: :laughing6: :laughing6:


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Any plans for Thanksgiving?
« on: November 21, 2012, 04:10:59 AM »

Thank you for your kind and beautiful words and thoughts.
I honestly don't know how you do it, through your own pain and grief, you ALWAYS have words of encouragement for others!
Hope you have some peace and comfort and joy in the coming days as well. :love4:


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Car
« on: November 20, 2012, 03:04:33 PM »

Congrats!! Sweet...candy apple red!
Enjoy your drive :love4: :love4:

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Any plans for Thanksgiving?
« on: November 20, 2012, 03:03:14 PM »
Hi all,

I will be going to my cousins this year.  Hopefully I can make through the Holiday this year, didn't do so well last year... :tearyeyed:
I know this is supposed to get maybe bearable is the right word, but it seems the greif  comes back so quick, every time I think I have a handle on it, everything just comes crashing down.
I miss Bill so very much my heart just aches.  Every milestone for Matt, every problem with the house, I just don't know how to ride this emotional roller coaster any more. Hopefully this too shall pass?
Wishing all some peace and comfort in the coming days and weeks.... :love9:


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Our last weekend
« on: November 20, 2012, 02:56:33 PM »
I hope you find some peace and comfort in the coming days, weeks and months.

I too almost feel stuck, like I take one step forward and then 2 steps back. The Holidays are so very hard. I think for me last year I was just numb and this year I am almost feeling the same, I try to take one day at a time, honestly I feel so alone,

Hopig for some comfort for you and I am sure your sweet Lou is always with you. :engel2:
Holding you close as you near Lou's Angel Date.


Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Those in the path of Sandy
« on: November 06, 2012, 06:13:56 PM »

It's been a long long week!!
A am in NJ, lost power for six days! Alot of trees and poles were down. UGH It was a little rough, but we are physically ok, and that of course is the most important part. Lost back half of the house roof and the back awning, but our house is safe and now warm.
Hope all are well!  Pray for so many that have lost so very really is heartbreaking to see all the destruction here.

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: Well, I did it ...
« on: October 27, 2012, 11:16:10 AM »
Hi All!

Wow stay off the site for a little while and all kinds of new things happening....VERY happy to read some upbeat posts here and see so many moving forward. 
As for me i have been just a little busy with college searching for Matt, but we are doing well.

Dating...ahh that's a little ways off for me, but these posts do give me hope...LOL :love4:

Peace to all!

Spouse, Partner Loss / Re: 1 YEAR & 11 MONTHS TODAY
« on: September 23, 2012, 08:30:48 AM »

May your memories give you some peace and comfort.


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