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Child Loss / Re: AC's Angel Date ((((( Peggy )))))
« on: June 25, 2010, 09:10:40 PM »

Thinking of you and your precious AC today and hoping you receive a sign from him to help you through the hardest day, our angel days, without your loving boy ....(((HUGS))))

Landon's Mom forever,


Child Loss / Re: Webhealing on Facebook - please read
« on: June 15, 2010, 11:54:33 AM »
Thanks everyone for all your compliments on my Landon (of course I'll agree he is an awesome, precious guy that I miss so so much!).  I am so glad I was able to make the video, and I want to make more, for all of my kids lives....I've never tried it before and was able to make it in "Windows Movie Maker", pretty easy for a beginner.  Takes a little to figure out, but it's well worth the effort.  Thanks everyone & glad to see Webhealing on Facebook, thanks Tom!!

Child Loss / Re: Annie
« on: June 07, 2010, 10:44:55 PM »

So hard these angel dates, our boys' angel dates so close together  :(   .  Please know that I'm thinking of you, your wonderful, handsome Dan and hope you feel him with you today, tomorrow and always.....  God bless you friend....

Child Loss / Re: Webhealing on Facebook - please read
« on: June 07, 2010, 10:41:45 PM »
Hi Tom,

I'm on board & added Terry too!!  Brenda, I'll look for you on there, would love to have all my "Webhealing" friends to share with on Facebook.  Thanks Tom for all you do for all of us !!!

Child Loss / Re: Landon's 3rd Angel date today
« on: June 02, 2010, 10:54:08 PM »
Thanks everyone for your wonderful replies...yesterday was for some reason, more difficult in ways than the past "angel dates" and for that I don't know hard to explain.  Maybe because all of my kids are now apart, my daughter in Las Vegas, my oldest son now in Reno, and my youngest at home with me.  I was able to get us all together in Reno to try and celebrate the best we bf made the world of difference this year and took so much burden off my shoulders by helping out in so many I wish he had been in my life so much sooner but I can't turn back time now can i?  The time we all were able to spend together was really good, the actual day was difficult and I think I tried to make it "too perfect" which just made it worse I guess.  I made a video for my kids of Landon to give them the evening was bittersweet, but I think they are happy they will have it forever as a keepsake of Landon.  I had to upload it to Youtube for a few days for my son Bryan and I'm going to keep it public for a few more days for him to view & other family members.  If you'd like to see, it's here: 
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(if it doesn't pull-up, you can just type in "for landon").     I was able to use the music "Precious Child" from Karen Taylor Good and even received a very nice email from her, what a perfect song.  Thanks again friends for letting me share with all of you, and thinking of all of our children tonight and always....xoxo

Child Loss / Landon's 3rd Angel date today
« on: June 01, 2010, 12:20:59 PM »
Hello All,

Just wanted to share with everyone that today is my son Landon's 3rd angel hard to believe that he's been gone so long yet it seems it's been only months since we last saw him.  I miss him so much and am really struggling today trying to put on a "face" for all my family as we try & "celebrate" Landon's life doing something that he loved.  Thank you all for being here for me all these years, in the times when I've need you most...missing you today and always Landon....

Child Loss / Re: I meant no harm
« on: April 28, 2010, 11:48:52 AM »
Hello Dear Annie,

I agree with what everyone on hear has posted and am so sad to hear that anyone would discourage you from posting pictures of your beautiful grandchildren.  Yes, shame on them for making you feel as if you did something wrong (give me a break!)  I LOVE seeing everyone's pictures, to share in a little bit of their treasures.  Take care & keep posting those precious treasures of yours...  :)

Child Loss / Re: Trip to see my grandchildren
« on: April 10, 2010, 10:43:24 PM »
Your story just warmed my heart tonight Annie!!  So glad you had a wonderful visit with your beautiful grandchildren, your Dan is so proud I am sure of it !!  Can't wait to see pictures of your visit dear friend .... take care & God bless....

Child Loss / Re: My Daughter Rachel
« on: March 22, 2010, 02:16:19 PM »
Hi Gale,

Along with everyone here, I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Rachel.  I sent you a private message.

God bless...

Child Loss / Re: What Hurt - What Helped
« on: February 09, 2010, 10:16:39 PM »
What hurt/hurts:  

You should be so thankful at least you have other children
You're such a strong person, I could NEVER have gone through what you have

What helped:

Holding my hand, not having to say anything.
Saying Landon's name aloud (and often)

Some of Landon's best friends came over after their baseball game, the day after we lost him, each one had signed the game ball they played in Landon's honor.  His best friend, Caleb, would come over just to sit on our couch just to feel close to Landon (as he would say), and talk often about his favorite memories of him.  These few visits meant more to me than they'll ever know.

Child Loss / Touching base w/ my closest friends...
« on: January 13, 2010, 02:34:06 PM »
Hello Everyone....

I just wanted to let all of my friends know that I am always reading about all of you, each & every day, thinking of our wonderful children, just not posting as often as I'd like.  Reasons much the same as so many of you have described, but other reasons as well & I really miss not being able to openly vent to my friends like I used to.  Before my posts began being hacked into by outsiders (in my individual case) this site was my security blanket; I felt so comforted by all of you, helping me cope with my crumpled life after losing Landon, helping me to try and make some sense of it all and giving me the strength when I needed it most.  I truly am sorry that I haven't posted more but know that I care deeply for each and every one of you. 

I'll give an update, as much as I can.  My request for a child advocate for my youngest was approved and so far, it really seems to be helping him as he deals with "our" situation.  He can openly express himself to her, giving him a voice in his life.  I'm still dealing with "someone" and the continual verbal bashing I get when I do have to speak with him, well, I usually just have to hang-up.  Luckily I've been blessed to have found a wonderful "special someone" to lean on, confide in,  who has finally brought some hope & joy back in to my life.  My older two kiddos are doing really well so, for now, things are on a bit of an "upswing" for our adjusted lives.

For the newest members here, I am sorry you have had to found this site, knowing full well most of what you're feeling at this point.  Take comfort in this wonderful group and know that everyone, even those who don't post often, are here to lend a caring ear and hopefully some much needed support when you need it most.  God bless you all....

Child Loss / Re: It's Been a Long Time
« on: December 23, 2009, 12:52:59 PM »
Hi Tammy,

How good to hear from you and for remembering all our precious kiddos.  Our boys were lost close to the same time 2 years ago, so hard to believe it's been this long my kids & I have been without Landon.   :'(

You are a wonderful friend and I pray you find strength this season and remember the beautiful memories of your precious Jordan.  God bless....

Child Loss / Re: The death of my only son, Dominic, age 7.
« on: December 16, 2009, 05:40:28 PM »
Hi Kerrie,

I agree with what everyone has posted here.  I sent you a private message as well.  Take care & God bless,

Landon's Mom forever,  Shelly

Child Loss / Re: LIGHT A CANDLE
« on: December 12, 2009, 09:44:30 PM »
((Annette & Karen))

I'm so glad you were able to light candles for Michael & Taylor ... I'd love to light one for each of them, if you'll post their links I'll light with a prayer for them both....thank you dear friends & God bless,

Child Loss / Re: December 13 -- Happy Birthday, Michael!
« on: December 12, 2009, 09:40:39 PM »

Lighting a candle for your precious Michael on his birthday in Heaven.  HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL, look over your Momma.....

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