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Child Loss / Re: Remembering my baby today
« on: January 12, 2015, 04:49:36 PM »
Thinking of you today, Terry. Today's weather which is thick fog is the the way I go through January. January 5-Thomas' birthday(regular life got in the way this year..dealing with a flat tire and buying 2 tires and car battery) and Thomas' angel date-26th. I go through the motions. Thomas would have been 19.

Take care.

Child Loss / Re: New TV show -Resurrection
« on: March 14, 2014, 02:20:47 PM »
Terri - I had PTSD and panic attacks as well all from dealing with all the losses so I am not sure I can watch the program.

Child Loss / New TV show -Resurrection
« on: March 11, 2014, 03:50:24 AM »
Did anyone watch Resurrection? I didn't. I wasn't sure I could handle it emotionally.

Child Loss / Re: Thomas' angel date
« on: January 26, 2014, 05:49:55 PM »
Thank you, Terry. It has been extremely hard with what else has been going on. I am all alone and no longer with Thomas' presence.

Child Loss / Thomas' angel date
« on: January 25, 2014, 07:27:30 PM »
For the last 4 days I have been thinking 14 years ago this was happening..and then Thomas who had just turned 4 took his last breath in the hospital bed in Chapel Hill. That happened 14 years ago at 7:45 pm. Now I am alone . This arctic freeze that has gripped our area makes me feel so alone and sad.

Thomas at least you are not in pain and well in heaven. Love you dear boy.

Adele - Thomas' Mom Forever Four (1/5/96-1/26/00)

Child Loss / 18th birthday in heaven
« on: January 04, 2014, 07:06:07 PM »
Dear Thomas:

Tomorrow you will be celebrating your 18th birthday in heaven. You would be sad here on earth. your family is all broken up. Love you sweet happy child.


Thomas- 1/5/96-1/26/00

Child Loss / Re: John's Angel Date ((((( Pat )))))
« on: May 27, 2012, 05:58:28 AM »
Dear Pat,

I think of you often. I know today is hard for u. I hope u have friends and family to spend time with today.  I believe that John and Thomas found each other and enjoy doing things together that they weren't able to do because they were sick.  Sending cyber hugs and kisses.


Sibling Loss / Re: My sister Lynne
« on: April 23, 2012, 08:33:37 PM »
Dear Sisters in Canada,

I know tomorrow will be tremendously hard day on your entire family. I will be thinking about you.

I lost my youngest son in 2000 to a failed bone marrow transplant. He has an older brother and I think he is having trouble dealing with his brother's death still but doesn't express it.

Prayers and hugs

Adele -Mom to Thomas(Forever Four) and Robert now 17.

Main / Re: Parents gone, no more "home"
« on: April 10, 2012, 06:32:32 AM »
I know exactly how you feel.  I joined this board soon after my son, Thomas died from a failed bone marrow transplant. A month before that my Mother died. Losing both so close together I went into PTSD as I lived with son in the hospital for sixand half weeks and held his hand as he died. Marriage died soon after that and then my father died. I also feel like an orphan as well especially on holidays.

Please look in your area for grief support group. Find the right fit for you because some can be religious others can  be clinical. You will know but don't give up looking for a local support group.

Also, come here and share and we who have gone through the grief will listen and hope to help you feel less lonely.

Adele-Mom to Thomas(1/5/96-1/26/00)

Child Loss / Re: Joshua's Angel Date ((((( Kirstin )))))
« on: February 14, 2012, 07:27:42 PM »
Praying for Kirstin and Liam.  I know how hard this day is for you.  Love to you.

Adele Mom to Thomas(1/5/96-1/26/00)

Child Loss / Thomas' angel day
« on: January 26, 2012, 10:33:52 AM »
It has been 12 years since I held my baby Thomas in my arms.  He died 1/26/00 at 7:43pm at the end of a whiteout snowstorm.  All the family (husband, remaining son, father(died in '07) I had are gone or not talking to me.  I won't act on it but I wish I was in heaven where my loved ones are.

Adele-Mother to Thomas(1/5/96-1/26/00)

Child Loss / Re: Feeling so discouraged, lost
« on: January 25, 2012, 09:10:54 PM »
Dear Terry,

As you reminded me when I came back to this board, you said we can understand each others hurts and pain.  My mother died in '99 which happened to be six weeks before Thomas died. I never had time to grieve for her until Thomas died. My Mother was the most important person in my life but sadly she had alzeheimer's(sp) and was lost to us before she actually lived. My Dad died the same year my husband wanted a divorce. I miss them terribly more so now. 

Please take care of yourself. I have been making myself take part in events such as a Bible study this morning and a walk each day even though I don't really enjoy. I do it thinking that my Loved Ones in heaven want me to do that.

I can't remember what part of the country you live in but if you want to privately email me I will be glad to give you my phone number.

Love you, Terry.  Let the tears flow as you need to. Also, remember the good times you had with your Dad. I am trying to do that with my memory of Thomas on his angel day tomorrow.   

Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Thomas! ((((( Adele )))))
« on: January 11, 2012, 08:23:42 PM »
Thomas painted me a beautiful sunset on his birthday evening in heaven.  It was gorgeous pinks and oranges.

Thank you for thinking of me and my baby Thomas.  Took a Happy Birthday balloon and placed it on his grave site today. Thankfully the cold is not as cold today where on Monday and Tuesday we were 19degrees and highest in the 30s with wild winds.

Child Loss / Re: Don's precious Bonnie has died
« on: January 02, 2012, 06:18:50 PM »
Many prayers to you as you lose yet another precious member of your family. LaVonne said it well that your son was waiting for your wife.  Please hold close to friends and family near you. We are here for you as well.

I have just returned to this website for being gone awhile.

Adele- Mom to Thomas(Forever Four 1/5/96-1/26/00)

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