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Child Loss / Re: Mothers Day 2019
« on: May 17, 2019, 06:49:47 AM »
I came late but Happy Belated Mothers day.  I don't usually celebrate much. Thinking of you  and all the mothers out there. Hugs LaVonne

Child Loss / Re: Life
« on: February 10, 2019, 04:10:13 PM »
I am so sorry for yet more on your already full plate. please know I care. If you need to talk let me know. I am not always good with words but do listen. This journey is so very hard and then with all the other problems we deal with is hard.  I am there if needed. LaVonne

Child Loss / Re: Holiday Time
« on: December 27, 2018, 09:30:45 AM »
thanks Paula. Hope all is well with you and a Blessed Christmas late and a Good New Year. 

Child Loss / Re: 20 years today
« on: December 27, 2018, 09:27:52 AM »
My Granddaughter is better.She is controlling
 her stress and hasn't had episode since Sept 30th. She still has problem but Drs dont want to touch her unless they  redo all the test over and over. every time she goes to new Dr. they want to redo test. They wont even look at her MRI. t is so frustrating. Its all about the money.  Hopefully she will be fine for now. waiting game

Child Loss / Re: Happy Birthday Jae
« on: November 21, 2018, 10:18:55 AM »
 Granddaughter has had MRI In late Oct and she has a Blood Vessel in Brain that supplies oxygen and blood to  5 main arteries in brain is underdeveloped called Circle of Willis. She is still waiting on options of where to go from here, possible brain surgery.  Very scary so need prayers.  Her MRI was sent to a specialist in New York. talk later LaVonne

Suicide Loss / Re: My Boyfriends son Committed Suicide...
« on: November 20, 2018, 07:40:43 AM »
 I am so sorry for both of you. Losing a child is the ultimate loss. The first year I was numb and did not function well. I missed him so much
and did not want to do much.  I walked around in a fog most days.  It has been 20yrs and it has become softer so to say but still hard. some days around his anniversary It is hard to function. I hate the Holidays very depressing to me, just don't care. I have made it thru this journey with the help from my Lord and continue to ask for his help. Couldn't do it on my own. hugs to you both and thinking of you LaVonne

Child Loss / Re: 20 years today
« on: November 17, 2018, 03:36:54 AM »
thank you for all you do. Glad you are close to your sister now,that helps.This board I noticed has changed not as active as it use to be.
No one responds as they use to do. only a few . times change I guess. Hugs to you and talk later. I have to get to work.  Love you LaVonne

Child Loss / 20 years today
« on: November 15, 2018, 04:56:43 PM »
Its been 20 years today since Jason left this Earth.I sure do miss him. We went to the land Sunday and put out wreath and flowers as I do every year. I told my husband I can't believe we have  been going to the land every year for 20 yrs. He was 47 in August and time seems to stand still at times. I don't know what to do anymore, I just function and survive. I am so tired of this phony life I live and most times can't talk about Jason because no one wants to listen.  Everyone goes on with their lives as if nothing has happened and it hasn't to them. I just work and sleep . I am so tired all the time I come home from work and I fall asleep in my chair, I don't have any energy to do anything. Just rambling I guess, No one cares anymore. Hugs to all, LaVonne mom to Jason

Child Loss / Re: Happy Birthday Jae
« on: September 04, 2018, 07:49:56 PM »
She has what is called Psychogenic non epileptic seizures. She will have to go to Theraphy and try to control them.

Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Adam!
« on: August 25, 2018, 05:26:44 PM »
thinking of Adam Happy Heavenly Birthday.  Paula thinking of you and your family.  So very sorry to hear of your nephew. Keeping your BIL and SIL in my prayers.  sending Love    Lavonne

Child Loss / Re: Happy Birthday Jae
« on: August 21, 2018, 10:20:57 AM »
just ruled out seizures. back to where we started.

Child Loss / Re: Happy Birthday Jae
« on: August 21, 2018, 07:46:35 AM »
Granddaughter has been having passing out episodes for last month and they don't know what it is, so is now in hospital from a episode that lasted 45 min to an hour. They hooked her up to EEG machine and hoping to find out problem. they are thinking petite maul or absent seizures. keep us in your prayers.  love to all  LaVonne

Child Loss / Happy Birthday Jae
« on: August 16, 2018, 06:50:56 AM »
Another year has come and gone. Its 20 yrs and it is still raw on some days. Its like it just happened. It has gotten softer most times but still there. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. He was my first born and will always have a special place in my heart  Thanks to this board many years ago sure helped. Terry you have been a special friend to me and really miss you thanks for all you do. Happy Birthday son. I guess I will get a cake and celebrate his birthday.   Love you son forever and a day.   Mom

Child Loss / Re: just checking in
« on: August 13, 2018, 06:46:35 AM »
Jaes angel date is fast approaching and I took a few days off. Shaelyn rode horse at fair so spent 4 days with her at the fair. It was hot and
long days. I will check in later have to get to farm. I always plant a big garden so will have a lot to can.

Child Loss / just checking in
« on: August 01, 2018, 10:34:20 AM »
Just thought I would check in. Haven't been here in years. Grandkids just graduated from school. I am still working just can't seem to quit.  I have to be kept busy.  Going to go to my sisters this weekend for a 5K walk/ Run.  My mom died 2 yrs ago in May, My MIL died 2 yrs ago in Nov, and My BIL died 1.5 yrs ago in Feb. There was a lot of not so good days. We now are at the top of the chain so to say, Everyone above us is gone.  We are the oldest now.  Hubby not doing so well.  He has tremors and shakes a lot. talk more later hugs to all and Bless all the new ones on this journey. LaVonne

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