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Main / Re: Lost my beloved
« on: April 13, 2010, 11:44:03 PM »
Here i am again not sure what to write. This is still so unreal..Yesterday was a very bad day...Today I got up and tried to keep busy..I talked on another site that is wonderful. we told each other funny stories about our spouse...It was nice and sad....Coming to these sites help so much....I don't know if i would make it thru the day without going to the sites. this place and otrib.com are wonderful.....thank you all......cecilia

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Main / Re: new person-hurting alot
« on: April 09, 2010, 06:42:46 PM »
Thank you flamingofred.....

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Main / Re: Lost my beloved
« on: April 09, 2010, 06:40:04 PM »
I too am mad at God. I know I shouldn't be...  But I just don't get it.......He was such a good man and a great husband. He is my bestfriend.....Everyday we spent together...I do beg for him to give me a sign or something. I need to know he's ok. and what happened....I don't understand......Take care all.....................love cecilia

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Main / Re: Lost my beloved
« on: April 08, 2010, 02:57:34 PM »
Thank you all. I am stuck on what if's and why.....He was only 40.. we had so much planned.Today is not a good day. I don't see it getting any better.Why did he leave us? Why ?
I no no=one can answer but i'm going crazy with thoughts today....How I miss him. he was my bestfriend. sorry to all........................................cecilia

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Main / Re: Lost my beloved
« on: April 07, 2010, 08:28:07 PM »
Thank you all for your support...I am a little better now... I can't think of any future... i am just trying to make it thru the day. I don't understand and still can't believe. any of this....denial  works better...I know i don't have a choice but to live because i have small children. But it's not really living.  It's going thru the motions.......I am so pissed. I need him back with me. Sorry to all.........................cecilia

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Main / Re: new person-hurting alot
« on: April 07, 2010, 08:52:07 AM »
Hello all,  I lost my husband/best friend feb 17, 2010. We were together 25 years. How to go on now. I don't know. We have 6 kids. so I have a house full.................But I am still so lonely...always missing him...................I am so sorry for all of your losses................
I  just don't understand any of this my husband was young and we never knew he was that sick. One day out shopping the next day he couldn't wake all the way up.....then he passed .....WHY...........I hate this.....We did everything together..... He had been disable due to a work accident 11 yrs ago. So all our time was spent together.....This pain is so unbareable...............Sorry
cecilia

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Main / Re: Lost my beloved
« on: April 07, 2010, 08:23:39 AM »
Thank you leo, I am sorry for all of our losses. It is so hard to believe and understand. 25 yrs. with my husband and then all gone in a second. How do we go on. I have so many roles left to play.... You see we have kids.....I hate this......The pain never ends...................Thank you all cecilia

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Main / Re: Lost my beloved
« on: April 06, 2010, 08:54:38 PM »
Hello all, for me it will be 7 weeks..... And the pain is still bad.....Everyday gets harder and harder.....My husband was my life we were together all the time and now it's so lonely...I do have children so my day is a little busy but nights are the worse. I am sorry for all of our losses....................take care everyone Cecilia

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