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Spouse, Partner Loss / 5.6.-Robins birthday.
« on: June 03, 2015, 02:07:41 PM »
Dearest Robin!

Its gonna be your birthday soon and Id love to wish you all the best in your life,above all the everlasting love between you and your beloved Tom still loving you and waiting for you in heaven forever!I truly hope that your birthday will be full of the most beautiful memories of you two and the love you have for each other for eternity.

Hug you and kiss you from the bottom of my heart!

With love Janka

This is for you...
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Spouse, Partner Loss / For Lynne and her beloved husband.
« on: May 29, 2015, 01:47:01 PM »
I dedicate this beautiful music for you two,
with love

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Poem XXXII.
« on: May 25, 2015, 11:34:20 AM »
​​Nothing in the world ever stays the same,
when I always miss him calling my name,
with pain serried and throbbing inside,
just pour it out of me right now I might.

I keep on writing,let my heart to be open,
speak up and turn to you my beloved man,
you know I would wait for you all my life,
in heaven well go on as husband and wife.

I try to weed out the good from the bad,
facing things day by day I still go ahead,
hold you of to take me away as kind of real,
then after all of twists and turns I can heal.

I pop in bed of us two waiting for you,
absolutely tired and lonely and blue,
I may not wake up sad as it still hurts bad,
stand up soon tearing nightmares thread.

I always lean upon the priest in this life
and keep telling him Im soon your wife,
speak out what it feels like to give all to you,
Im a poem writer being as always so true.

My love gets stronger,no matter youre far,
by day youre my sun,by night a shining star,
I dream of you day and night,having a plan,
expecting a future with you,my beloved Jan.


Spouse, Partner Loss / 16.5.-Jans heavenly birthday (Janka).
« on: May 15, 2015, 03:43:14 PM »
My dearest Jan!

I wish you the happiest heavenly birthday!Youve become young forever as we had always been dreaming of.Your bright blue eyes are shining more than the stars above.Youre the ornament of heaven all along.Youre my best,my most beautiful,my only one for eternity!Every second of my life,every breath in my lungs,every tear in my eyes,every heartbeat belongs to you...only you...forever!Youre my everything!I love you...above all...even more each day!I kiss you from the bottom of my heart!

I will always love you!!!


This is what we used to listen,my love and so Im crying now...

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Spouse, Partner Loss / 15.5.-Rikis angel date (Shelby).
« on: May 11, 2015, 04:44:43 PM »
Dear Shelby,

its gonna be Rikis angel date soon and Id like to tell you how much I think of you now and remember as well as its gonna be the birthday of my beloved Jan,too.
I hold you close to my heart this hard time and hope you get back here soon to let me know how youve been by now,my friend.

Hug you and kiss you from the heart!

With love Janka

Spouse, Partner Loss / 3 years and 6 months.
« on: May 10, 2015, 05:43:17 PM »
My dearest sweetheart,my only one,my beloved Jan!

Tonight its been 3 years and 6 months since I saw you the last time...kissing you from the bottom of my heart,holding you in my loving arms,telling you how much I love you...again and again...for the last time and forever!

I think of you tonight...again and again...sending you countless times my warmest hugs and kisses with all my and forever!

I miss you and again...crying for you and wanting you back...again and forever!

I love you...above all...forever!!!


This is for you,my love...
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Spouse, Partner Loss / Poem XXXI.
« on: April 27, 2015, 05:34:12 PM »
​Its such lovely and peaceful night,
there is inside me its shining light,
I met a priest joining bridge beyond,
since Ive felt on my way can go on.

Hes been a week away from the city
but sending me a blessing to not pity,
Id have never thought to feel like this,
such vivid comfort and hope Id miss.

You sent me an angel,my beloved Jan
to not lose my way being to you run,
he took off everything bad around me,
I only happy with you will always be.

I could say a plenty of magic words
but still feeling how much all hurts,
so deepest in my heart as I always cry
cant stop grieving until I one day die.

I never thought my life could change,
it has happened with immense range,
now I understand its only way to go,
this is what I prayed for,already know.

You send me those miracles in my life,
in heaven well be husband and wife,
I give you myself,give it all to you,my love,
you know my eternal love,also stars above.


Spouse, Partner Loss / Song "None of this".
« on: April 13, 2015, 10:46:09 PM »
I find this music to be so beautiful that Id like to let it play for you.


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Spouse, Partner Loss / Song "Why does my heart feel so bad".
« on: April 13, 2015, 03:38:03 PM »
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Spouse, Partner Loss / For Jean and her beloved husband.
« on: April 12, 2015, 06:49:02 PM »
For you two,
with love,

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Poem XXX.
« on: April 11, 2015, 07:54:53 PM »
​My dearest and only one,today is so peaceful night,
weve got a patron of two us within reach and sight,
I feel so saved,he has been helpful these hard times,
a bridge upward to you after had torn down our lives.

He even may subdue my neverending grief so much,
it helps to stand such pain when I need your touch,
I feel hope and comfort living for you day after day,
as I dont stop praying for us,with me always stay.

Since my life has been a river of everlasting tears,
theres so much to tell you that my heart still bears,
a hard state of being,so incredible day-to-day fight,
but what does it matter when I have you,my light?

You light up a mourning journey of my lonely life,
I want to be always and forever your loving wife,
youll change the tears onto the roses,beloved Jan,
since I met you,you are my dearest and only one.


Spouse, Partner Loss / I will never forget you!
« on: April 06, 2015, 04:32:51 PM »
I must write these messages,mails,prayers, him. He may never be forgotten! I start to worry about others forgetting him. They stopped talking about him...they stopped visiting his grave...they stopped mentioning his if he never lived on this earth! I realized that now feeling so deep pain inside as no words can say. He became the past for everyone else...but not for me... He will be irreplaceable forever! Its because no one ever loved him so much as I do! I love him more than myself...more than anybody else...more than everything...from the bottom of my heart...above all...forever!!! While I live on this earth,he will never be forgotten!!! He is the best and the most beautiful being for me...inside and outside everything... He is worthy of this...deserving of all the love I feel for him for eternity... He is my heartbeat... How could I not mention his name? How could I not remember every moment spending with him? How could I not cry for him? How could I live without him? The trees are growing,the flowers are blooming,the birds are singing,the sun is shining,the world is going on...without him...and he wanted to see it with me for the rest of our lives on here... It still hurts and always will,because he is worthy of that all...

"My only one,my dearest,my beloved Jan,this is all for you and always will,because I will never forget you!!!
You will never be love..."


Spouse, Partner Loss / Song "Magdalena".
« on: March 29, 2015, 07:31:05 PM »
My favourite Croatian song that reminds me the most beautiful moments with my beloved Jan.We often used to travel to Croatia and Im close to tears listening to this nice song now.Ive been looking for it so long,but now its here for all of you to remember.

With love Janka

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Spouse, Partner Loss / Poem XXIX.
« on: March 23, 2015, 08:48:43 PM »
​I miss you so much,even more each day,
though its getting harder,I always pray,
I was crying coming home sad once again,
nobody knows that I suffer so much then.

Every tear dropped calling your name,
theres all of my love,its still the same,
I love you from the bottom of my heart,
even much more,youre my loving part.

Come to me,I cant breathe so anymore,
people around can be happy,Im all sore,
theres no happiness without you,my dear,
need you near,Im lost if youre not here.

I truly hope to be with you soon,my sun,
I live my life the best I can,my beloved Jan,
youre the reason I wake up day after day,
when we two meet again,will be always May.


Spouse, Partner Loss / For Dottie and her beloved husband.
« on: March 23, 2015, 08:26:53 PM »
For you and him,
with love,

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