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Child Loss / 20 years today
« on: November 15, 2018, 04:56:43 PM »
Its been 20 years today since Jason left this Earth.I sure do miss him. We went to the land Sunday and put out wreath and flowers as I do every year. I told my husband I can't believe we have  been going to the land every year for 20 yrs. He was 47 in August and time seems to stand still at times. I don't know what to do anymore, I just function and survive. I am so tired of this phony life I live and most times can't talk about Jason because no one wants to listen.  Everyone goes on with their lives as if nothing has happened and it hasn't to them. I just work and sleep . I am so tired all the time I come home from work and I fall asleep in my chair, I don't have any energy to do anything. Just rambling I guess, No one cares anymore. Hugs to all, LaVonne mom to Jason

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Child Loss / Happy Birthday Jae
« on: August 16, 2018, 06:50:56 AM »
Another year has come and gone. Its 20 yrs and it is still raw on some days. Its like it just happened. It has gotten softer most times but still there. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. He was my first born and will always have a special place in my heart  Thanks to this board many years ago sure helped. Terry you have been a special friend to me and really miss you thanks for all you do. Happy Birthday son. I guess I will get a cake and celebrate his birthday.   Love you son forever and a day.   Mom

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Child Loss / just checking in
« on: August 01, 2018, 10:34:20 AM »
Just thought I would check in. Haven't been here in years. Grandkids just graduated from school. I am still working just can't seem to quit.  I have to be kept busy.  Going to go to my sisters this weekend for a 5K walk/ Run.  My mom died 2 yrs ago in May, My MIL died 2 yrs ago in Nov, and My BIL died 1.5 yrs ago in Feb. There was a lot of not so good days. We now are at the top of the chain so to say, Everyone above us is gone.  We are the oldest now.  Hubby not doing so well.  He has tremors and shakes a lot. talk more later hugs to all and Bless all the new ones on this journey. LaVonne

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Child Loss / just checking in
« on: October 13, 2016, 08:57:26 AM »
Just checking in to say hi. I miss you all and miss my son as always. I lost my mom in May and really having a hard time with that. I was working so much didn't have time to grieve. Been working 60-70 hrs a week and keeps my mind busy. Thinking of all our angels and missing you all. Jason will be gone 18yrs,My BIL 29yrs and SIL 7yrs. miss them all.         love  LaVonne

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Child Loss / Happy Thanksgiving
« on: November 21, 2015, 03:24:16 PM »
Just checking in. It has been a bad couple weeks . Know I care and love you all. Missing Jason and nobody cares. I use to think I could come here and always see A post about him on his birthday and ann.. I guess it has been 17years though and we all move on.  Went to the land Sunday on his day.  LaVonne

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Child Loss / new
« on: July 24, 2015, 07:21:18 PM »
Terry:  How does a new person get into site?  I have an employee that lost a brother and now a mother. I recommended your site. She said she was going to check out. LaVonne

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Child Loss / another loss
« on: June 21, 2015, 07:05:23 PM »
Just a note that my husbands cousin has lost her daughter. It will be a journey for them and hopefully I can get her to come here. Her daughter was 21 yrs. LaVonne

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Child Loss / 16 years
« on: November 16, 2014, 09:13:23 PM »
It has been 16 years since my precious son left me. I seem to miss him more each year, We make the trip to the land every year and I put something on new every year. There was snow on the land so it was cold and we had to walk a ways to get to the area.
We were gone a few hours and came home. We moved 3 years ago and now live about 1 mile or so from the grandkids. It is good and i love it even though we don't see them enough. Just wanted to check in and say hi. Love to all  LaVonne{ mom to Jason}

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Child Loss / Sunday cave dwellers
« on: October 15, 2011, 07:17:30 PM »
I am sorry I keep missing this. tomarrow I Have to go away. I have been so busy don't know if i am coming or going. I sometimes have to ask. haha hugs  LaVonne

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Child Loss / needing prayers from all.
« on: August 25, 2011, 05:47:24 PM »
Don't know where to start but hope everyone can help with prayers. My boss had her twin girls on Aug 4th and they were 13 weeks premature. Keatyn weighed 1#7oz and Kaidyn weighed 1#13oz. They are very small but are fighters. I am asking everyone that prays to please do so for these little angels. They have had some bumps and setbacks but keep thriving.  They are both right above 2#s now. There are some problems with Kaidyn and she has some minor brain damage so please pray that she be healed and hold the parents and big sister Addie in our prayers also. She is a wonderful person and would do anything for her girls. Thanks and I will print out your posts and give them to her to read.  Hugs  LaVonne

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Child Loss / Branson
« on: June 30, 2011, 04:59:22 PM »
Is there any one close to Branson? My Husband and I are going to be there from the 9th thru the 15th. Not sure if we could meet but just a thought.  LaVonne

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Child Loss / angel days and birthdays
« on: June 21, 2011, 08:13:50 PM »
I haven't been here for awhile and just wanted to let everyone that had birthdays and angels days know I care. you were thought about as I think of all our children.  My computer crashed so I am using my sons. It has been another bad year and I just stay away from everyone. I have been having a rough time and I am going to the dark place I do not want to go. Told my boss I was heading down the road I was at 12 years ago and do not want that. Have been staying away from family and friends. Just want to be alone. I love everyone and thinking of you all. It seems whenever I am gone for awhile things happen.  love to all  LaVonne

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Child Loss / Happy heavenly birthday Patrick
« on: March 31, 2011, 03:50:07 PM »
Nancy: Thinking of you today and happy heavenly birthday Patrick. Hope you have a big partry and all our angels are there to help you celebrate. Hugs Nancy and hope ypur day was peaceful. LaVonne

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Child Loss / Happy heavenly birthday Wade.
« on: March 11, 2011, 05:47:28 AM »
Sending hugs and hopeing Wade sends you some kind of sign.  Thinking of you today and holding you close to my heart. Wade happy heavenly birthday and I know there will be a party with all our angels. Wish we were there with you all. hugs  LaVonne

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Child Loss / Christians Angel day
« on: February 27, 2011, 01:18:32 PM »
CRC:  Thinking of you and Christian today. Hope you feel him near you today and know all our angels are around him.  Holding you close and know how sad these days can be.  Bless you and sending hugs  LaVonne

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