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Child Loss / I am blessed
« on: May 15, 2008, 10:17:51 PM »
Hi everyone:
Just wanted to share a blessing with you.  I am a new grandma, baby boy born today Mason Bradley weighing in at 8 lbs.  This is my second grandbaby and oh what a wonderful thing.  Such a bittersweet event, saddens me to know they will never know their uncle Jason, he would have loved these little guys.
One day, one moment, one breathe at a time!!
hugs and love
Donna (Jason's mom)

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Child Loss / Jason's birthday coming up
« on: April 20, 2008, 08:03:10 PM »
Hi everyone, it's me, and it's very late for me to be posting and it's been awhile.  I have just been feeling so depressed, hopeless and helpless over the last few weeks.  My Jason's earthly birthday is coming up on the 29th of April, he would have been 28, I can't believe he has lost 4 birthdays.  We always plan something special for him but each year it just seems to get harder and harder.  This week has really gotten to me I've been seeing all the kids going to prom, weddings coming up of his friends, my daughter's getting ready to have another son and I am just this ball of raw emotion.  I can't seem to bring myself out of this.  Normally, it comes and goes, it's with me always but I'm having a hard time controlling my emotions over the last few weeks.  How much sadder this world is without my precious boy, I miss your beautiful eyes, your sweet smile and the way you would look at me and say things like, "How is that mom?"  when asking me about a situation.  The way you would come in the door after working so hard and say "Hey" or how I would tell you everyday "Have a good day!"  The way you wore your hat on backwards or would ask me everyday do I look like I'm getting bigger, mom, he lifted weights and I would kind of chuckle because you just asked me that the day before, and you would say no really mom do I look like I'm getting bigger and I'd have to say yes because I knew you were really serious!  The day can't come soon enough for me until I'm with you for all eternity, I can't wait to hold you in my arms and kiss your precious face and hold it in my hands again.  I hope you know how very much you are missed and loved with every breath I breathe.  The pain is just so unbearable!
I love you my precious boy!
Thank all of you for letting me carry on about my Jason!!
One day, one moment, one breathe at a time,  looks like it's only breathing for me for awhile!
hugs and love
Donna (Jason's mom)

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Child Loss / You are all in my prayers and thoughts daily
« on: March 07, 2008, 06:33:52 AM »
Hello all!
I haven't been on the board for quite some time but I just wanted to let you all know I still remember you in my daily prayers and thoughts.  My Jason has been in Heaven now for 4 Christmas and each year gets harder than the year before.  I know your pain and pray for you daily.
One day, one moment, one breathe at a time!!!
Donna (Jason's mom)

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Child Loss / So Scared of Everything
« on: February 23, 2007, 10:17:59 PM »
Hi everyone:
I do not post as often as I once did.  Once again it's late and I am unable to sleep because I am so scared.  Since losing my boy, Jason, I have this overwhelming fear that comes over me.  I am so afraid of suffering another loss that I have this sickening feeling in my stomach all the time waiting for something else to happen.  I am always so worried about my other two children, driving, I can't sleep until they are in and I know everything is alright with them.  I don't want to pass my paranoya onto them but I just want them to be aware of their surroundings.  Have any of you experienced this?  Does it go away?  It has been 2 years and 2 months since losing my Jason and it doesn't seem to be getting better.  At times I feel I am paralyzed by this fear.
One day, one moment, one breathe at a time!!
hugs and love
Donna (Jason's mom)

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Child Loss / Can someone please help
« on: December 27, 2006, 04:35:07 PM »
Ok I have the link in my signature box now what do I do?  Can someone help me get my Jason's picture back on  here?
Thanks for the help
One day, one moment, one breathe at a time!!
hugs and love
Donna (Jason's mom)

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Child Loss / Two year anniversary date
« on: December 14, 2006, 07:31:31 PM »
It's been awhile since I've visited the site.  Alot of things have happened in my life but one thing remains forever the same.  The sad truth that my precious son, Jason, is still not with us during this holiday season.  His precious life was taken 2 years ago today at 11:59pm in a tragic car accident.  When I first came to this site everyone was so wonderful and caring and really supported me so much there were nights when I really didn't think I was going to make it and you all were there to encourage me and support me.  I will be forever grateful to you all.  Someone told me once here the second year is worst than the first.  I found that so hard to  believe  but in fact must admit that I'm finding it to be true.  These past few weeks have been almost unbearable with my heart feeling like it could sometimes burst and will never be repaired.  I miss my boy so much and each day I miss him even more than the day before.
My wish for all of you this season is that we can all find a place where we can go in our hearts to be with our precious children and for a moment out of our day find a comfort and peace to take us through another day without our precious children.
I think of you all often and am of course always remembering you all everyday in my prayers.
One day, one moment, one breathe at a time!!
Donna (Jason's mom)

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