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Spouse, Partner Loss / poem
« on: November 24, 2012, 05:02:03 PM »
A friend posted this on my facebook page.I hope you all like it It fits us all xx

U never said Im leaving
U never said goodbye
U were gone before i new it
And only God knows why

A million times i needed you
A million times i cried
If love alone could have saved you
U never would have died

In life i loved you dearly
In death i love you still
In my heart i hold a place
That only you can fill

HUGEST HUGS ((((((((((((((( EVERYONE ))))))))))))))))))

Spouse, Partner Loss / A Year On
« on: November 21, 2012, 08:19:55 AM »
((((((((((((((((( EVERYONE )))))))))))))))

It has been one year n one week since Davie died and since last week i have been feeling sxxt.I dont understand what is going on in my head.I am constantly playing the morning he died over and over in my head.To be honest ifeel as lost alone and confused as i did in those horrible early days n weeks.I thought i had come so far yet now im right back where i started.I keep wanting to phone him and hear his voice again.Maybe im going crazy lol.
I have so much good stuff in my life to be happy about yet these weird feelings wont go away.

Thanks for listening

Spouse, Partner Loss / 6 months today
« on: May 12, 2012, 06:06:33 AM »
It is 6 months today since Davie died.I dont know how i feel today just kind of numb i guess.I miss him being here and i still love him but it doesnt hurt as much anymore.I guess that is a good thing I cant spend the rest of my life broken can i? I know he wouldnt want that for me.I dont wait for him to walk through the front door and i dont feel pain when i come home and he isnt there.I dunno if that is acceptance but it has to b a sign of healing?
Davie was a good guy.He had the cheekiest of smiles n always a naughty twinkle in his eyes.He made me laugh with his stupid jokes and his daft expressions.He never let anything get to him always staying calm while i was freaking out.I trusted him with my life n he never let me down.I wanted  to always  share my life with him .I am so lucky that i had 20 years with him and i must never forget that.
Tonight i am going to have his fave drink whisky n coke n raise a glass to The Big Man in his memory


I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart.You have helped me so much thro my darkest days.The place i am now isnt as bad as it used to be and that is purely thanks to you guys XXXXXX
I hope n pray we all find peace and happiness in our lifes

Huge hugs

Spouse, Partner Loss / big HELLO to everyone
« on: May 06, 2012, 02:08:55 PM »
Sorry guys havent been on the site for ages.A broken laptop is to blame.It apparently threw a glass of juice over itself !!!!! Thats the story the kids r sticking to anyways lol

Hope you are all okay.I have missed being in touch with all you guys xxxxx I am going to catch up with all the posts as soon as i finish typing this

Life going good for me at the moment.Started my safari park job it is brillant loving evry second of it.All the people are really nice and friendly.

Also met  a nice guy !!!!!!! We are just friends at the moment but who knows??He gets on well with the kids too but the most important thing is he makes me laugh.I need that as i am heading towards Davies 6 month anniversary on Saturday and I aint looking forward to it  :(

Sending love n HUGE hugs to everyone

Spouse, Partner Loss / A light in the darkness?????
« on: February 22, 2012, 02:59:03 PM »
(((((((((((((((( EVERYONE ))))))))))))))))))

I got GOOD news today.I have been offered a 10 hr a wk voluntary job at Blair Drummond Safari Park starting end of March.This is the kind of work i have always wanted to do.The letter says they dont offer job vacanncies to the public jobs tend to get filled by the volunteers first.So it is a definite foot in the door.
Been feeling down n lost for over a week now so this is  the lift i need.
Kinda wish i could tell Davie.I tried to phone him after i read the letter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just got off the phone with the park confirming the details.Spend all day worrying it was gonna fall thro or something but they said they r happy ffor me to start the week of the 26 March.
Im gonna write a letter to Davie that way i will feel like he knows about it.God I Miss Him.
Just thought I'd share


Spouse, Partner Loss / I MISS YOU DAVIE
« on: December 27, 2011, 06:13:00 PM »
My  husband of 20 years died very suddenly and unexpectedly on 12 Nov 2011.One minute he was fine,next minute he collapsed and died!!He was 47.He died of cardiac arrest.I never got a chance to tell him I love him or say goodbye.Its not fair.Its been 6 weeks n 3 days of hell.I miss him so much.None of this seems real.I still want him to walk thro the front door.We have 4 kids and they seem to be coping better than me.Davie is my soulmate,my reason and my purpose I dont like him not being here.I thought he would always be here with me and now he is gone.That Saturday was the worst day of my life.Davie I MISS YOU SO MUCH XXXXX

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