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Main / so sad
« on: April 21, 2008, 01:00:07 PM »
Hi, Shirl here
I've been so sad and lonley lately, more that usual.
All day today, I couldn't help thinking that somethings wrong...I had this horrible gut feeling in the pit of my stomach, I couldn't concentrate at work properly ect.
I kept looking at the date and knew there was something about it...well, when I got home, I's been 13 years today that my brother-in-law was taken from us...that made everything come together...I can't believe I forgot...I never have before. I guess it's because I've been so lonely for my husbands companionship, love, and friendship ect. I'm truely going crazy lately. Besides the fact that he's gone. My friends are to busy (understandable), and don't really understand. I hate being all alone. I'm still not ready to "move on"
My boys are stll here, and they're great, but, I still need the adult chit chat, go for coffee or walk or something.

Main / when I woke up
« on: March 15, 2008, 05:48:59 PM »
Hi everyone
I've been thinking about all of you...reading more on the site.
I've been feeling so down (more than usual). I look around and see so many of us are feeling so badly. It's just not fair.
This morning I woke up a 8:00, I've been just turning over and going back to sleep for as long as I could (unusual for me) for the last year and a half. But this morning I got up and ready for my day, went and got a Timmys coffee..My neibours came out of their house at the same time and we must have talked for about 30-40 mins. I usually try to avoid people these days. Then we went on our way...I looked up at the sky and smiled and thought to myself "I want to live" I know my husband would NOT want me to be sooo sad and withdrawn. There's a few little things that happen to me that tell me my husbands with me right at that time and always puts a smile on my face to know he's watching over us.
So I've actually had a not so bad day. Finally.

Main / helping
« on: March 12, 2008, 05:09:09 PM »
I've only been here for one day. Already I feel that you're helping me. I forced myself to sit down and read and reply to what I could. I finally found people who truly understand "our" pain and suffering. People who have the same emotions, confusion...ect...I thank you for being here and listening. I hope I can help with a few words that I write.
My thoughts and prayers are with everyone.

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