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« on: August 08, 2007, 03:42:29 PM »
My sister died July 5, 2007 she just turned twenty years old June 1st.  When she died I cried for a minute and haven't been able to cry anymore when i start to cry i'll stop myself.  I don't know why i won't let myself cry?  My mom says it's cause i don't want to let her go others say i'm still in shock.  She was my little sister but she would call me mamaz cuz she thought of me as her mom i helped raise her.  She even lived with me and now i can't be home really cause i'm scared i'll fall asleep and i can't i have three children 3 yr old twin boys and a 6 month old but all i want to do is sleep and that's never happened.  But when people come up to me to say sorry about my sister they look at me like why isn't she crying i couldn't even cry for her funeral i guess it's cuz i can't believe she's gone i still keep on thinking she's gonna walk through the door any day.  Is it just that i can't let go or what?

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