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Messages - Brenda Taylors Mom

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Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Taylor! ((((( Brenda )))))
« on: April 28, 2012, 11:59:36 AM »
I want to add.. he still is a special spirit :) A bond that can not be broken. ever

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Child Loss / Re: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Taylor! ((((( Brenda )))))
« on: April 24, 2012, 12:36:45 PM »
Thank you Terry and browneyedgirl..... I really do have the most beautiful memories of my baby doll. He was such a special spirit <3

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Child Loss / Re: I have good news!
« on: April 05, 2012, 10:17:19 AM »
Oh Annie, I haven't been on here for a long time and didn't know. I'm so so so happy you went to another dr. and the good news !!!!!!!!! Love you.... Brenda

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Child Loss / Re: Child Loss - board info
« on: April 05, 2012, 10:13:44 AM »
Sorry to say I don't come here very often anymore. The first several years, it was life saving. I don't have a problem with the private message board just to some of the members. Everyone has their reasons. I am on facebook and have some of the people here on there and it works good. I quit coming because it seemed like Terry ( bless your heart) was the only one answering or replying to anything I wrote, and it looked like that way for many many of us. I don't know,,, it's ok by me.. sounds fine. I usually come here on Taylors angel date and his birthday which is this month... Thank you Terry.
Brenda

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Child Loss / Re: Taylor
« on: October 07, 2011, 08:05:28 PM »
Thank you all and Terry ; having your workers say Taylor ..... I just love that <3

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Child Loss / Taylor
« on: October 06, 2011, 09:17:04 PM »
Thank you Terry for the beautiful post of all our children's angel and birth dates.  I just find myself sighing heavily this time of year. I think only us parents know that everyday the pain lurks but on our children's birthday and angel day our hearts are heavy and our mind in a fog of memories.  Tomorrow we will send up balloons and Saturday we are having a tree planted in the park in memory of Taylor.  It's called project 52 and they bring a red maple and do the whole ceremony, really nice of them, and glad I don't have to feel like I have to plan something. Too weary.

Taylor, I love you, you are my heart. I miss you a lot, 7 years , too long for you to still be gone. There are things I can't put into words that my heart feels for you. How very different life would be if you were here. We would be complete. Someday buddy, Ill be there ... I promise.. till then...
Mom

I love all of our children

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Child Loss / Re: info
« on: June 18, 2011, 09:49:59 PM »
I'm so sorry. I have had to get away from the board off and on. I should be here for others, but sometimes the pain is too heaven. I love you all. Brenda

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Child Loss / Re: So Sorry For Offending Some
« on: June 18, 2011, 09:41:14 PM »
Don, please stay. We have all at one time or another said something that was NOT meant to hurt someone, just speaking freely. I don't come here often but I always know it's here to come to when I can. You have been here as long as I have and I feel I know you and Donny personally. You never meant to hurt anyone, you wouldn't do that.
Love to you and Bonnie
Brenda

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Child Loss / Re: Heavenly Birthdays and Angelversarys
« on: May 29, 2011, 12:13:05 AM »
I haven't either, but think of all here and of course our children. We will always have a connection through this board, through our children.

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Child Loss / Re: 11 years today...
« on: May 29, 2011, 12:11:51 AM »
(((((Pat)))))) These days never get easier. Not so sure life gets easier either.
Love to you Pat
SAYING JOHN OUT LOUD AND KNOWING HE HEARS <3

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Child Loss / Re: To Taylor on your birthday tomorrow the 23rd
« on: April 24, 2011, 12:44:33 PM »
((((( Paula, Don , Terry)))))) Thank you for remembering my boy on his birthday. We had a cake for him and sent some balloons up. I always think " I wish there was more I could give him" like a present, but .... you all know.. love you all, thank you so much .... Brenda

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Child Loss / Re: My sister
« on: April 22, 2011, 06:11:10 PM »
Thank you everyone . I still can't believe she is gone. And Taylor's birthday is tomorrow... oh spring... I wish I loved you like I used to.

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Child Loss / To Taylor on your birthday tomorrow the 23rd
« on: April 22, 2011, 06:09:52 PM »
Taylor how I wish you were here. My heart sometimes feels like it can't stand the longing and aching anymore, and yet I'm still here. You would have been 21 tomorrow :(  So much time has gone by, 6 1/2 yrs now and your as much a part of my life as when you were really here. I ache all over for you... I Love you bigger than the sky; remember I used to say that to you all the time? Now I say it to Tristin and Emily... the world was a better place with you in it. I hope there is a huge celebration for you in heaven. The tears just run down my face as I sit here and ache for you. Send me a sign please buddy. Love forever. Mom

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Child Loss / Re: Coming up to the 5th heavenly anniversary
« on: April 22, 2011, 06:04:27 PM »
((( Paula))) I remember the 5th year being extra hard. It was , as you said, a reality; like this really is real. Taylor's 21st bday is tomorrow and it's a very very hard one,, I guess aren't they all. Sorry I don't have much to say, just too damn sad.  Love Bren

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Child Loss / Re: Confronted Family About Funeral
« on: April 10, 2011, 03:48:59 PM »
I think I'm speechless.. but maybe not.. I can not imagine any reason family would not go to your son's funeral. My heart surely does go out to you; my heart is heavy for you . Your son will always be part of your life. We love you here. Brenda

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